So life has been going a bit well. I've shared stupid things here like who i like and stupid stuff like that but today I'll be sharing about one experience I had recently. So if you would know me in real life you'd say I was a really nice girl,very loud very friendly and just your run of the mill ordinary girl. I am not anything normal sadly. I have been diagnosed with depression and that I show some personality disorders. Not really fun, it was recently discovered after I went to a mental facility for two months straight. Of course, it was not my first time being in a mental facility but it was a different one then the ones i was in before. They were actually nice and cared for their patients. I was their as an Inpatient which meant I practically lived there. To be honest it was really fun being there. I was there for reasons a young girl shouldnt be there for. 1 is they found out that I had tried to take my own life 7 times and succeded in some attempts but was revived. Rasons why I did that was stuff that was inhuman what I was surrounded in. I was always called a devil but I didn't care and actually played along with it. Bullied of course but never tried to take my life for those stupid kids can get a pleasure knowing I died and was revived because of them. 2nd reason was because i was extremely violent and was dangerous in the world. When I was in sixth grade I was trained to kill people by a person. I never ever killed someone I was not going to be controlled. I can't say that I have never hurt someone though um I kinda did stab three people and was in huuugggeee trouble!! so embarrassing i was caught >.< um I have been in fights recently with guys who are actually willing to punch a girl in the face...I won all fights but I didn't mean to!! It was cause they went up to me and started hitting me to see if I'd hit back..and i did. um hehe yeah the hospital was a bit cautious towards me and I did get into fights while I was in there. Slapped a girl in the face, several times. But recently I have been diagnosed with an eating disorder. Anorexia and Bulimia. It got so bad that the doctors had told me that if I dont eat I'd die in less than two months so you know they forced me to eat. Now I am recovering greatly and I feel much much better than before. It felt nice to share this small slice of pie called my life heehee. Alright guys bye Love you!! Wish you guys the best!
my life up until now
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