BANNER BY: XNOTUNDERSTOOD
This is a place were i can put my thoughts and dreams
and just some random stuff
i dont really care if people read it or not its just that i need somewhere to vent my feelings and i thought this would be the place to do that
i would be happy if people read this but i dont want to make anyone do anything so if you read this i hope you find my life and mind.... interesting if thats the right word to use
NAME- Audrey GENDER- Female AGE- 17 HAIR COLOR- Blonde (with red + bleached streaks) EYE COLOR- Baby Blue STYLE- im a punk but also a little bit of color here and there XD FAV COLORS- Red, black, blue, and white MUSIC- Anything really (if you want to test it send me a music video/link) FAVORITE SPORT- Tennis, and footbal(not the soccer kind) FAVORITE SHOWS (NOT ANIME)- Psych, The Office, Parks and Rec, and glee FAVORITE *ANIME* SHOWS- Eyeshield 21, Nabari, Black Butler, Trigun, Hetalia, Whistle!, Crimson Hero, FMA, Kenichi, High School of the Dead, and some others
any question?? feel free to ask me in a PM or whatever XD
ok so this is the most recent update on my room this is with my comfoter (and i apologize about the brightness of the picture) yea so its a aqua blue zebra on my bed XD
i have a challenge for you CAN YOU FIND DOMO?? haha see if you can X3
the calander that is above my head is of Audrey Hepburn (if you wanted to know)
i am still open for suggestions of posters in my room im kinda stuck right now on what to get.... but here is what have right now
POSTERS ON MY WALL RIGHT NOW!!
-Bruce Lee
-Steve Mcqueen
-2 Japanese wall scrolls
-The Beatles Yellow Submarine
-Chicks Rule
-An Autographed Band Poster
-and as of today Naruto
i just put up my bed today XD
and it looks soooo cool!!
its a black/brown platform bed full/queen size
and here is a picture
but i need to get a different comforter so ignor the strips on the big cover hahaha
ok this also shows my walls
i think my room kindo of looks like a zebra XD haha
now i just need to put up my posters and other stuff plus i need to get my desk back in there X3
oh and if anyone has some good ideas for a poster that you think might look good please do tell i am looking for some awesome posters to put up in my room
>o< whoa man im really hyper typing at max speed oh well i guess it is just because im EXCITED!!
ok there will be more updates coming soon
I am super-de-duper happy (wow bad grammar)
But I am remodeling my room right now and it looks so cool!!
I painted today!
And the way I did it was that its black white and blue
White ceiling and white stripess on the wall!!
A thick black strip on the wall and the walls of my closet
And then a blue star in the center of my ceiling
And blue with the black in the closest
I will put up a pick as soon as I'm done
But I got a new ceiling light and platform bed too haha
It is sooooo much better than what my room used to be!!
It used to be neon orange and pink with butterflies and flower..... yeah I was little when we painted it.... hahahahahahahahahaha
Yep but anyways I am going to keep this world updated on my room XD
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!
its so depressing!
i feel like i am hated everyway i go!
hurtful rumors were spread around about me before school got out, and i am scared to go back because of that
i am always in the house and very depresed and secluded
i dont know where to go when im like this!
there is some stuff im not proud of
i have cut myself before and i have thought about some scary stuff to do to myself
but ever since 8th grade i havent had that many CLOSE friends so there isnt that many people to confide my feelings into and ones that wont take what i said to them and use it as a rumor
haha i dont usually talk about stuff like this and when i do i start to bawl i dont like thinking about the mistakes i made in the past
so thats why i usually put on a face and just laugh it out and act as if nothing faises me... but it does i am one of the most sensitive people you could meet
and when i trust someone i feel so broken and betrayed when they turn against me
and well if you ask one of my friends when i figure out someone doesnt like me or hates me well... i break i start to cry i usually go cry to my boyfriend when he is around but otherwise i just grin and bear it or just cry in a corner in a fetal position :(
hehe sorry i really REALLY dont usually do this but i havent been able to talk to my mom or any friend about this stuff....
