today was terrible
i got a little bit too overwhelmed with all the school work and just... broke down right in science class in front of everyone!
i HATE crying infront of people its just that when you do they wont leave you alone and when i cry its either 1. I WANT MY MOMMY! 2.get out of my face or 3.when i just want to curl up in my boyfriends lap and ball for hours on end
i dont know what made me break like that because i have only cried like twice in public and that was because everyone else was crying
but today was bad i cried 4 times within 1 period
and then i had to AID next period for the foods teacher, so i took the chance to call my mom to see if we could hang out when she got home from work but in the middle of the phone call i started crying again!!
it sucked and then i missed the bus home because me and my boyfriend were having a talk about what needs to be changed so that our relationship can work (PS:our anniversary is this thursday 2 YEARS!:P)
so then my mom had to pick me up and my dad is going to a football game so its chicks night but i will probably stay on TheO most of the time with all you awesome peeps!
hope this didnt ruin your day if it was good and i hope that all of you DID have a good day ^^
<3 Audrey
