OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
WHY am I thinking suicidal thoughts?!
MY FUCKING PHONE.
I
AM
SO
PISSED.
At my phone. It keeps losing service for NO reason!!!!!!!!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am CRYING now.
Literally.
I want SO BAD to talk to Carolina.
But I CAN'T call her. Not even on my home phone!!!
FUCK YOU MOM.
I'm VERY pissed at my mom.
I hate her.
I really do.
I may have weird moods where I ACTUALLY like her.. But deep down I hate her.
I.... I dunno what to do now.
Me and Carolina haven't roleplayed in DAYS.
I'm sure you guys don't really care though.
I'm listening to my music REALLY loud.
Urgh.
I'm.. just... I can't describe it.
But I feel ALONE as hell.
My heart hurts.
But whatever. I'll cheer up LATER.
Just venting right now.
I don't feel better though.....................
~PAINT IT BLACK~
