~Sage
I looked around sleepily. How boring... I sighed and heaved myself out of bed. I threw my usual cloths on and tried to sneak out before... "Sage...." I could almost hear the menacing voice as I turned around to see a super pissed off spiddy behind me.
"Now, where or where could you be going? It's only 8:30." she narrowed her eyes. I swear, it was the worst decision of my life agreeing to share a apartment with her. She just nagged.
"Look Spinner," she looked like she might stab me with the bread knife in her hand, "I'm just going out for a bit. You know, the fresh air, the sun light, other halfers... The life." I muttered and opened the door. "Gezzz, you know Sage, you've been such a emo since we got here." I shrugged and closed the door behind me.
Spinner wasn't all that bad. She was the one who held everyone together while we traveled here and liked to "mommy" everyone. Partly why she forced had me move into her.. Apparently she didn't think I was old enough to live in my own place.. Even though she was only a couple years older.
I walked around a little aimlessly until I saw a familiar face. I smiled and was about to say something before I quickly turned away. I felt the deep scar under my eye and wished I had brought something to hide my face. I tried to take a different way so she wouldn't see me, but she saw me anyway.
"Sage?" she called and I pretended not to hear. "That is you right." I stopped and turned and looked at her. I swallowed, "Hi Luna." she smiled. "It's nice to see you again. How are you and Spinner doing?" I laughed, even others now took to calling her Spinner. She doesn't like her real name, but now I think she hates the name Spinner even more. "Fine. Thanks for asking."
I had meet Luna awhile back. She has showed me around when I first got to Harmony. She was really nice. We started walking again. "So, are you headed to go and see your brother again?" She nodded. "He said he and Rika had to talk to me about something important..." Luna looked worried about whatever her brother had to say.
After that, it was a small conversation here and there, but eventually we got to her brother's house. I stopped as she smiled and waved. "It was nice talking to you again." I nodded as she walked up the steeps and knocked on the door, I watched a moment longer before I started walking.
I could hear the door open as a excited voice from somewhere inside the house, than foot steeps, than the voice again, "AUNTIE LUNA!" I heard Luna laughed but I didn't turn back around. It must be kind of nice. Maybe if I was in her situation, I wouldn't want to leave as much as I do now...
~Sky
"So um...when are we leaving?" I looked back as Lucy as she started to talk, "Because, I really need to ask my parents if I can go...and we'll need supplies...and stuff..." she slowly stopped and fidgeted with her hair nervously. I thought for a second.... If people were really serious about leaving..
"I think we should leave soon." I was surprised that Ariel was the one who said so. I nodded. "And you're right, Lucy.." There were so many people who I had to talk to... "I think we should meet up again soon to see what the others thing." I smiled, "But I agree with Ariel, we should leave soon." They agreed that we would pass the word along to the others if we saw them.
I kept walking, deep in thought, since we would be able to have more stuff to better prepare, we would need it.. Especially since we don't know how much has changed since we were last there.
I knew where most of the people in our group were, but it would still take some time to find all of them.. It almost seems like once we got here, everything fell apart. It had been so long since I saw all of them.. And what if there were some like Pierce? Ones who didn't want to go back? I thought about it. I knew my brother probably wanted to stay, and Sora I knew didn't want to leave Harmony.
Thinking more and more about this, it started to seem like it would take forever to get out of here.. Suddenly I bumped into someone.
Continue?
Sorry, I kind of went brain dead after watching this Death Note thing *shot*
Umm, I hope you all don't kill me. "oTZ Please continue?
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Hola! So, right now I have a little mini-chatroom going on :3 Please come if you can~ the password is the same as it always is.
-Poochy
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Hay everyone, I'm sorry to say but I'm probably going to move the chat to next weekend. Today I got a call that my brother and dad are coming home early cause my dad's tree stand broke while he was hunting so now he and my brother are on there way back....So, I'm assuming that I won't be around the house much the rest of the day. My dad doesn't think it's bad, even though my brother told me that he probably dislocated his shoulder.
Thanks for understanding.
I'll update again when I've figured out the new time of the chat.
~Poochy
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o-o I hoped to get a few more comments than five people, but I guess not... Anyway, I guess more or less I'm leaning towards shutting CF down. I guess it's just been too confusing lately, and I don't want to be like that anime you end up hating because the writer insists on trying to make it 200 episodes.. In this case, I supposed a world. But as promised, I shall have a chat room meeting where I can be there for around 3-4 hours so if you can come in some time and want to talk about CF you can have some time to do so. So pretty much it'll be different than normal chats, you come in when you can and leave when you have to. Depending on the opinions I get it might change.
Time/Date: Saturday the 19th, 7:00 PM Central
Place: TheOtaku Chat
Password: harmony
Things to talk about: whatever really.. Opinions. Etc...
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Hay Everyone~
I really don't know what to do any more owo
I know I should post...
But I kind of don't want to x3;;
It seems I've lost a bit of interest in CF... Sorry..
I've been thinking about it a lot.. A Chat room meeting will be held soon... What about Sunday afternoon sometime for people? I can't really do it next week cause that's when the play starts to practice everyday after school, and the Monday and Tuesday I'll be up at the dells for DECA...
And by "thinking about it" I pretty much mean ending CF (but not deleting the world.. I think I would die or something if that world got deleted owo)
I don't know.. Again, I really don't know what to do..
I haven't been rping much and yes, I know you probably get this whole lecture from me almost like every month or so, lol...
But this time I don't know if I want to continue...
Question/Comments/Concerns, the comment box is below~
-Poochy
Ennis -
Dark times lead t' dark choices.
Yer hair is gettin' longer an' longer--ratty 's it's e'er been in'na past ten years. Ya ne'er would let me get near ya with a hairbrush, bu' t'night's dif'rent, ain't it?
I know yer awake. Bu', as I drag one'a our fringe'd, dirty combs through yer too-long, too-dirty hair (brown fer th' moment, an; meebe e'en fer th' day)--tryin' hard not t' pull it an' 'wake' ya--I don' really care.
T'night's dif'rent.
Ya miss 'im. Yer best friend. Th' one who made it in. Ten years t'night, is'nit, Kai? I know 'how 'ard i' is t' lose people ya love. I know 'ow 'ard i' is t' watch'em mourn o'er past loves, too, though.
I sen' Benny t' bed early. She's gon' tell Brooklyn I'm punishin' 'er--Brooklyn ne'er liked me much, anyway, ya know--an' Imma get an earful in th' mornin'.
Yer gon' try t' stick up fer me, but Imma lose 'nyway, 'cos I'm human, an' tha's wha' humans do.
I don' care. It's enough t' give ya m'cheap, pseudo comfort as I try t' live up t' the hellhole Pierce left in yer heart.
Was he jus' yer pal, Kai? Was 'e really?
I'll pr'tend 'e wasn't more, Kai. I kin swallow m'own lies bet'er n'I kin take yers.
Ma use t' tell me, Kai. Dark times lead t' dark choices.
I di'n't know th' ol' bat knew wha' she was talkin' 'bout.
Ha.
Yer hair's lookin' a li'l be'er--beginnin' t' resemble th' silky, straight curtain ya used t' 'ave, in th' stead o' yer developing dreadlocks.
Sumtimes, people ask'd 'ow life was.
I ne'er got t' answer tha' question. Kai would step in wi' 'is generic, over-enthusiastic assurance o' perfection we di'n't 'ave.
I wanted happiness for m' baby 'nd Kai.
M'baby wasn' a baby n'ymore, a'course. A teen...che. Ne'er though' I'd see'a day when I'd be a dad a'all, obviously.
She hates me, o' course.
Wha'cha gon' do?
'Nymore, no 'good' 'alfer likes humans. Kin ya blame 'em? M'a li'l glad Benny knows enough t' draw lines like tha'. She'll do fine wi' th' others, long's she knows which side she's on.
It's not my side, tha's fer sure.
No one likes a traitor t' their own race.
I looked up a'th' sky. Look'd like i'was 'bout mornin'. Kai's 'air wa' beginnin' t' look less like a nest an' more like 'air, so tha' was good; e'en if'e still wasn' sleepin'.
There wassa bit o' a rustle outside th' window in our big house, full'a countless 'alfers o' dif'rent shapes an' sizes--all brought 'ere in disgust o' m' own species.
I sigh'd. "Tha' you, Brooklyn?"
There wa' a'minnit o' silence b'fore th' girl wi' long, white 'air, yellow highlights, black spots an' all. She looked a'me, an' then a'Kai, 'sleepin'' in m'lap, an I look'd t'th' sky, sigh'n again.
I di'n' wanna meet 'er eyes.
I di'n't like t' meet any 'alfer's eyes, after all.
"Mornin', Brooke. Now'sa bit'tuva bad time. Kai gettin' sum shuteye an' all." I threw on m'usual goofy grin. I wa' used t' it, y'know? Fer nine years now, I'd been used t' it.
There wasa minnit o' silence, an' I almost though' she left. Almost.
"Where's Benign?" Yup. This wa' where our conversations usually went, if Kai was out.
"Bed. Obviously. It's dawn; I don' care wha' day it is--can't let'er stay up too late. Imma good dad, y'see?"
"Mhm."
I look'd back down t' Kai as 'is eyebrows furrowed in dismay.
Why're ya surprised, Kai?
I'm not th' one they wanna talk t'.
Th' silence drug itself on fer too long. I woulda sed sumthin', usually. Bu' fer sum reason, I couldn'. Not t'night.
M' mind wandered to Brooklyn. A traveler. Like we used t' be, Kai n' I.
I wa' overcome wit' wha' musta been jealousy 'o tha' life. M' mouth moved wi'out m' mind's permission.
I laugh'd dryly.
"I dunno 'f I kin take this." I breathed. "This...isn't m' story. I'm notta halfer. I'm'n enemy. Haha. I dunno if I kin take 'nother year o' watchin' ya fall apart o'er yer...yer ol' best friend. An' our daughter...Benny blames me fer th' world she 'as t' live in, Kai, m'daughter hates me. Ha. Thisis jus'...so funny t' me, Kai." As I spoke, I lift'd 'is 'ead from m' lap wit' dif'cult gentleness, watchin' 'is expression twist 's 'e tried t' decide whether t' keep feignin' sleep 'r get up an' talk me through this. It might'a been th' last straw, really. Choosin' t' lie an' save face o'er me, in th' end.
I laugh'd again, standin' up. Wow. This wasit, huh? I was givin' up. "Thisis yer show, Kai. Play th' hero. Find yer buddy. Betcha 'e's been lookin' fer ya all along. Me, I'm gone. I give up. I can't be look'd at like...like I'm human, e'ery time I walk out th' room. I can't stand our li'l girl...lookin' at me like m' scum. I can't do it, Kai, I can't...sit 'ere an' watch ya...jus'..." I made a low, derisive noise in th' back o' m' throat, "Fake sleep while I up an' go. I hope ya find happiness in Pierce. I obviously couldn't 'old it fer ya." It was th' mild-mannered equivalent o' throwin' up m' hands n' screamin' at th' top'a m' lungs.
Brooklyn still wasn't speakin', Kai was jumpin' up, an' I was stormin' out th' room. Why 'ad I stayed fer so long? Ten years.
Wasted onna dream tha' I wasn't e'en welcome in.
Gods.
Kai wa' finally talkin' t' me now, tellin' me not t' go, not t' leave 'im...I couldn' be serious, righ'? I was Ennis. I was th' stray.
'E was kinda right. I di'n' wanna leave.
"I can't stay 'ere, Kai." I stop'd dead in'th' halls, watchin' sleepy halfers poke their heads out their doors, wonderin' wha' th' problem was.
"Don't, then." Kai blurted out too quickly, catchin' up at last. 'Is words were jumbled an' shakin'. "I'll come with you. We'll take Benny, we'll go, Ennis. Right now, just us. If it makes you happy, anything, En, really, please, don't go, not tonight, En, gods, please."
Welp.
Tha' wasa bit easier than expect'd.
"...Really?"
"Really."
"Serious?"
"Serious."
"Mhm?"
"Mhm."
"I love ya?"
"I love y--" There wasa long pause before I felt two arms wrap 'round m' shoulders, an' a strain'd voice repeat, "I love you. I'll find another owner and we'll leave, if you were truly serious. We can pack up and be gone within a week."
Any other night, I might'a argue'd. Told 'im 'e di'n' 'ave t' do tha'., Sed I 'ad overreact'd, an' I was fine 'ere.
Bu', this wasn't a normal night.
T'night was dif'rent.
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AUGSHFGhdsgh
That took forever to write. :w;
I thought I'd tell you how my other OCS were doinnnn' <3
Omnom.
I'm sleepy.
