It had been a while since the incident with the doctor and I was still afraid to approach the others.I felt there fear of me surrounding my being.I also remembered that one of them was able to figure out my secret.After hearing ariels confession a part of me wanted to tell somebody.I decided to tell the only person who felt the same pain as I did,Ariel.I pulled her aside and took a little way from the group in private.
"What is it?"she asked as we stood there in the brush.
"Ariel theres something I wanted to tell you about."I said looking away.
"What like a confession?"she asked in a feverishly confused tone.
"Yeah about my past."I said.
As I said that her blushing face turned to one of surprise.It was expected since this was the first time I have ever opened up to anyone.
"Go ahead."she said with a nod.
"When I was just a baby my family got in an accident.I survived but everyone else perished.After that i was forced to live alone and grow up on the streets.The reason for that is because no one wanted to adopt a half breed into there full breed or human families.
"For years I grew fending for myself and not worrying for anyone or anything else.One day I ran into a mysterious man.I was trying to rob him but he deflected all of my attacks.It turned he was a half breed as well.His name was Shao.He was a bengal tiger breed.He was also involved with a dangerous society known only as the assassins guild."
"An assassin?"she gasped.
"Yes."I continued,"He was just leaving a meeting with a client when I ran into him.He commended me on my skills but told me it would take many years before I could beat him.Ashe walked away I began to cry about my failure that day.He turned around and told me I didn't fail and that I just needed more practice.
"With that I was taken in and trained as an assassins aprentice.I spent days with Shao perfecting my skills,achieving levels I thought impossible,and growing closer to him.He had become like a father to me and I respected him for that.I hoped we could stay together forever.
"One day Shao fell ill and couldn't be helped.On his death bed he told me to burn down the house with him in it and continue were he left off.I pleaded with him to reconsider but he told me the number one rule of assassinhood. Never get attached to anyone.Witha heavy heart I gave hi his dieing wish.
"As I watched the house burn an emptyness fileed my heart.It was a feeling that I had before.After that I spent life doing everything I learned till that fateful day when I broke my code."
"What happend?"she asked.
"Something that has haunted me forever."I said,"I had been given a job to assassinate an employee of a financial company owned by my client.The job entailed tracking him until the time was right and I did so.I followed him everywhere he went waiting for the right time.
"When that time arrived I had trailed him to his house.The room he was in was dark and perfect to end this job with no witnesses.I pounced on him and punctured hi throat with my fangs.It was a quick death.
"As I stood there admiring my work I heard screams behind me.I turned around and found myself staring down a woman and two children.That was when I realized that my target was a family man.It had said in the assassins code that harming a family person was against the law of the guild.I had broken the code.After that I disappeared from the guild never to kill again."
"Why did you tell me this?"she asked.
"To lift a weight of my shoulders and sleep well at night."I said standing up,"You can't tell anyone else this though got it?"
"okay."she said.
I was right.I did feel a litlle better.I was glad to tell someone this.I was also happy it was someone I knew would understand.I hoped.
please continue and sorry its so late