Complete awesomeness is awesome! Basically I'm going to post COMPLETELY random stuff here, (yeah, that includes stupid things that happen in my everyday life), and ya'll will be able to read them!!! So, if you don't like random stuff, I suggest you go and find a DIFFERENT world to hang out on. :) Love ya'll!!!!! ~Balletninja ^,...,^

I have reappeared!!!! P.S. Rant warning!

HHHHHHHAAAAAAAIIII!!!!!!!!!

LOL, that was a weird spelling. ^^ Thats how one of my 20 different high schoolers says hey to me all the time. Hes cool though! :D

Anyways, if any of you have been wondering where the heck I've gone off too, never fear! I'm still here!!!!!!!!! For those of you who just thought, "NOOOO! Balletninja is back on!!" Please allow this butler dude I found on the side of the road escort you off my world. :) *Motions to butler.* Okay, I'm kidding. That was rude of me!!! :D

Ya'know, sometimes it feels that y'all are the only people who really get me...... -_-' School problems SUCK. There's always so much DRAMA!!!!!! (Yeah, I know some of you just thought, "Dude, you START the drama." And yes, sometimes that is true.) But seriously, I just don't get it.

Like, one of my guy friends (Let's call him guy 1) has planned a sleepover at his house, okay? And he was talking to me and another guy, whom we shall call guy 2. Anyways, this sleepover was planned to have Guy 1, guy 2, two other guys, and 3 girls at it. Of course, since he was telling me about it, I simply stated what my parents would say about it. "That is SO not happening." Is probably what I would get back if I asked.

Anyways, I told them that and then Guy 1 goes, "Well you're not invited anyways." I was just thought, "WTF?!" And in real life, I just went "Mmmhhhh." And nodded, right? so then Guy 1 is all like, "Well, you just didn't seem like the type of person who would like to do that type of stuff." and then Guy 2 is all like, "Yeah, it doesn't seem like you to go to sleepovers."

Basically, hearing that hurt. Am I really that anti-social?? Do they really think that about me??? And why would they think that in the first place, since they know I spend the night at people's houses a lot. Then later, in the hallway, something ELSE happened. (Between the same 2 guys plus the other 2 who were going.

So, we walk out of first period, and I'm still kinda hurt by what they said before class. Anyways, we just so happen to run into the OTHER 2 guys. (Who will be Guy 3 and Guy 4) btw, Girl 1 is also with us. so, we stop to chat before going to second period.

It went like this:

Guy 4: "Hey Man, we still on Friday."
Guy 1: "Yeah, definitely!"
Guy 3: "Sweet. So, its going to be me, you, Guy 2, and Guy 4?"
Guy 1: "Yeah, and Girl 1 and girl 2."
Guy 3&4: "Awesome."
Girl 1: "I have to get permission first."
Guy 2: "Yeah, me too! But I hope we can go, it'll be so fun!"

Then they decide to remember that I'm standing right next to them. I, who was not invited because apparently I don't seem like the type to spend the night at people's houses.

Guy 1: *Grabs my jacket* "But you can come too!"
Me: "Mmhmmm..."
Guy 1: *Starts pulling on my jacket* "I don't want you to feel left out or anything...... We just didn't think you were that type of person!" *Continues pulling on the jacket.*
Me: "Whatever." *Slaps his hand, which is pulling on me still* "And I've told you, do NOT touch the jacket." *i huff and walk off.*

Lets get this straight. My actions may have SEEMED rude, but I don't really like people pulling on my jacket. I actually usually wear my mum's high school jacket, and I'm always scared that some idiot is going to rip it. Its like, one of my prized possessions.

but all in all, the whole thing really hurt my feelings. I've known guy 1 since 6th grade (We're in 8th now), and I thought he would know me by now. Especially since I've considered him a good friend for a while. Yeah, we have our ups and downs, but we get along just fine.

It took almost all I had not to break down and cry. I get stressed easily, but I try not to cry. I want to put on a strong front, and I don't like to be fussed over. I wanna be seen as independent, my own self, not a crybaby who leans on everyone else and doesn't do anything herself, ya'know???

My basic statement with all this drama: Jr. high sucks. People change, you change, girls you've known forever suddenly hate you, all guys appear to be idiots, and no one seems to get along. -_-'

I just want to know what people really think about me..... I appear to be hated by preps, and I think most of my friends talk about me (In very rude ways) when I'm not around. I do the same thing, but I try to be a little nicer...... Like, I don't call people cuss words like i get called! But I wish that when someone has a problem with me, that they would tell me themselves, and not get their groupies to do it for them.

Oh! My reading teacher is insane!!!! We're reading the Diary of Anne Frank (the play) and she just starts going on and on about how horrible it is..... but THEN she goes into this whole speech about "How even on top of everything, its actually a tragic love story between Anne and Peter. How they fall in love and make plans for the future, and how Peter gives Anne her first kiss. blah, Blah, Blah." If i had had a gun with me, I would've taken it out and shot her right then and there. Like, no joke. Its the HOLOCAUST lady!!!!!!! Give me a gosh darn freaking break!!!! Ugh! She makes no sense sometimes.

Oh! And I THINK I might've fractured my wrist. I was up in Tennessee, and there's still a lot of ice and snow on the ground, right? Yeah, so I go to walk Mickey, one of the dogs I play with, right? But me, being the Oh-So graceful ballerina I am, went and slipped on an ice puddle!!!! I tried to catch myself. Almost 3 days later, I'm still in EXTREME pain. Like, it hurts to write and play more horn. (It also hurts to type things like I'm doing now.)

Anyways, If you're subbed to me, and I'm subbed to you back, I'd love you to check out my other world!!! Its a novel I'm writing. ^^ i'm working on the 2nd chapter instead of doing my HW, so I should have that up by tonight. (If not, tomorrow morning.)

~*~ Balletninja

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Ive been up, for a very long time. Doing what? My "Why I'm proud to be an American essay", of course. It has to be 250 words. Want to know how many there are???? Oh, only 675.

I'm going to shoot something!!!! I don't wanna stare at anything else about America ever again!!!!! I'm so sick of reading the same darn things OVER, and OVER again!!!!!!!

*Sigh.* Break times over, now back to work!

~*~ Balletninja

Science fair!! You make me wanna shoot myself!!

Dude, the title basically explains it. I've done 3 projects, and my teacher wanted me to turn in my poster early b/c I won't be there the day they're due? When did she want me to turn it in???? Tomorrow. News flash fir the teach: NOT HAPPENING!!!!! I've been working on it since 7:00pm, and I just now got done. With the PRINTING! Wanna know what time it is?????? 12:00am. I've also yet to do my ACTUAL science homework, pre-al homework, or my history!!!! D:

I seriously punched the wall, broke down in tears, and got ticked off just by hearing my brother's voice. Wanna know something else? The printer isn't working right. And that made me even more mad. >:/

I've calmed down a little though...,, dudes, we have to do this paper on why we're proud to be Americans, and I font know what to do. First of all, who in the HECK of it wants to write about THAT?! Second, there are a lot of things I don't like about america!!! I guess I'll just be lame and do what the average joes do...... Write about our freedoms.

We're also doing a research paper in English! Who wants to take a wild guess on who it is?! *looks around* no takers? Okay! I'm doing it on Mikhail Baryishnkov!!!!!!!! :D Im excited!!! I was going to do it on Fosse, but nooooooo our library sucks and didn't have any books on him! That's another thing that ticks me off.

Anyways, I need to do my homework. Laters!!!!

~*~ Balletninja

I'm cold and I can't sleep!

Dude, I can't get to sleep!!! It's like the night before the first day of school! I have serious jitters!!!!

I'm also REALLY cold!!!!! D: I hate being cold. Dude, I'm under 3 blankets, 1 made out of sheep's wool, and I'm wearing my Snuggie!!!! And guess what?! Im STILL kinda cold!!!!

Another reason I can't sleep is because I got offended by someone, and I sent them a message. It wasn't a mean message, or at least it wasn't meant to be, but it basically explained why I was sorta upset. But now I'm afraid I sounded like a b****, and that they're going to hate me!!!!! D:

I guess I should try to get to sleep..... night everybody!

~*~ Balletninja

*sigh* gee, that makes me feel great.

*sigh* school starts back tomorrow. I'm not really ready for it to begin!!!! Argh!!!!! And, as most of you know, I'm on my school's scholars bowl team. Yeah, we have PRACTICE tomorrow. WHO in the heck of it schedules a practice on our first day back from break?! She does, apparently. Oh, it ticks me off!!!! I think she also has something against girls. I'm the ONLY girl on our team, and I did it last year too, and she's letting the NEWBIES play more than me!!!! I'm sorry, but it's aggravating when I know the answer to a question, and she has me benched. Oh! Did I mention that our lovely first chair horn is also on the team, and he plays in almost EVERY SINGLE FREAKING ROUND?!!!!! Apparently he's our 'captain', but it appears that almost everyone but the NEWBIES and myself have been the captain??? She seriously always gets made at ME for absolutely NOTHING!!!! Dude, it's like discrimination against gender!!!! ARRRRGGHH!!!!! I have quite a few words to describe her, and not many of them are nice. She was like that with me last year too, when I had her for science.

Anyways, I feel like crap again. It's like I can't do anything right anymore!!! Its hard to explain, so I won't go into the deets, but I just wanted to get that statement off my chest..... :(

Oh! And get well soon to my big Sis Moon!!!! She's sick right now!!! D:

I gotta get some sleep. Sweet dreams everyone!!!

~*~ Balletninja (I just typed this whole thing up on my phone)