Ah! I'm so, so, so, so, so, so, SOOO ticked off! I can't believe what happened tonight! So, our old dance director came down from Florida, and decided to watch our comp. team dances! I was all like, "Okay, cool!"
And lets get this straight, I broke my foot a couple months ago. It was horrible! After walking the Christmas parade, it got aggravated and has been bugging me ever since. So I'm not to happy. I've been in pain all night, and it was really hurting to land on it and such.
Anyways, She was there. I have NEVER heard favoritism put so bluntly. All she did was complement 2 people. TWO! I was working my BUTT off, and I was standing right in front of her, and she completely ignored me!!!!! Its like she was purposely trying not to look at me. I could've spontaneously combusted and she still wouldn't have noticed! And ya'know, it hurt me! Wanna know the BEST part of tonight?
In our jazz dance, the older girls are supposed to be doing turns in second. Actually, since I'm a corkette, I'm supposed to be in that group. But nooo, I'm doing switch leaps! Anyways, we had 3 of our Advanced girls doing these turns. As I've already said, this dance teacher plays favorites.
I got in the car after dance, and I found out that not only the one girl is now doing turns in second with the older ones, another is too!!!! I'm the OLDEST in the 'younger girls' and they have me doing gosh-darn SWITCH LEAPS while these two get to do the turns. If anyone should be doing those turns, I honestly believe it should be me and the second oldest girl.
Oh! And then the ONLY reason my name was even mentioned tonight was because my heel stretch was apparently not up to snuff. Seriously, my foot was KILLING me! I was close to TEARS, and all she had to say was that my heel stretch isn't good enough and that I need to work on it?!
To sum it all up, I'm extremely ticked off, and can't believe it. I've been dancing longer, and I'm older! I've got more training! And all they have to say to me was that my heel stretch wasn't good enough for them.
But let us not forget, apparently the sun shines out of the rear-end of one of the favorites, and the other hangs the moon.
I've gotta go do homework, so see ya'll.
~*~Balletninja out. >:/
