HHHHHHHAAAAAAAIIII!!!!!!!!!
LOL, that was a weird spelling. ^^ Thats how one of my 20 different high schoolers says hey to me all the time. Hes cool though! :D
Anyways, if any of you have been wondering where the heck I've gone off too, never fear! I'm still here!!!!!!!!! For those of you who just thought, "NOOOO! Balletninja is back on!!" Please allow this butler dude I found on the side of the road escort you off my world. :) *Motions to butler.* Okay, I'm kidding. That was rude of me!!! :D
Ya'know, sometimes it feels that y'all are the only people who really get me...... -_-' School problems SUCK. There's always so much DRAMA!!!!!! (Yeah, I know some of you just thought, "Dude, you START the drama." And yes, sometimes that is true.) But seriously, I just don't get it.
Like, one of my guy friends (Let's call him guy 1) has planned a sleepover at his house, okay? And he was talking to me and another guy, whom we shall call guy 2. Anyways, this sleepover was planned to have Guy 1, guy 2, two other guys, and 3 girls at it. Of course, since he was telling me about it, I simply stated what my parents would say about it. "That is SO not happening." Is probably what I would get back if I asked.
Anyways, I told them that and then Guy 1 goes, "Well you're not invited anyways." I was just thought, "WTF?!" And in real life, I just went "Mmmhhhh." And nodded, right? so then Guy 1 is all like, "Well, you just didn't seem like the type of person who would like to do that type of stuff." and then Guy 2 is all like, "Yeah, it doesn't seem like you to go to sleepovers."
Basically, hearing that hurt. Am I really that anti-social?? Do they really think that about me??? And why would they think that in the first place, since they know I spend the night at people's houses a lot. Then later, in the hallway, something ELSE happened. (Between the same 2 guys plus the other 2 who were going.
So, we walk out of first period, and I'm still kinda hurt by what they said before class. Anyways, we just so happen to run into the OTHER 2 guys. (Who will be Guy 3 and Guy 4) btw, Girl 1 is also with us. so, we stop to chat before going to second period.
It went like this:
Guy 4: "Hey Man, we still on Friday."
Guy 1: "Yeah, definitely!"
Guy 3: "Sweet. So, its going to be me, you, Guy 2, and Guy 4?"
Guy 1: "Yeah, and Girl 1 and girl 2."
Guy 3&4: "Awesome."
Girl 1: "I have to get permission first."
Guy 2: "Yeah, me too! But I hope we can go, it'll be so fun!"
Then they decide to remember that I'm standing right next to them. I, who was not invited because apparently I don't seem like the type to spend the night at people's houses.
Guy 1: *Grabs my jacket* "But you can come too!"
Me: "Mmhmmm..."
Guy 1: *Starts pulling on my jacket* "I don't want you to feel left out or anything...... We just didn't think you were that type of person!" *Continues pulling on the jacket.*
Me: "Whatever." *Slaps his hand, which is pulling on me still* "And I've told you, do NOT touch the jacket." *i huff and walk off.*
Lets get this straight. My actions may have SEEMED rude, but I don't really like people pulling on my jacket. I actually usually wear my mum's high school jacket, and I'm always scared that some idiot is going to rip it. Its like, one of my prized possessions.
but all in all, the whole thing really hurt my feelings. I've known guy 1 since 6th grade (We're in 8th now), and I thought he would know me by now. Especially since I've considered him a good friend for a while. Yeah, we have our ups and downs, but we get along just fine.
It took almost all I had not to break down and cry. I get stressed easily, but I try not to cry. I want to put on a strong front, and I don't like to be fussed over. I wanna be seen as independent, my own self, not a crybaby who leans on everyone else and doesn't do anything herself, ya'know???
My basic statement with all this drama: Jr. high sucks. People change, you change, girls you've known forever suddenly hate you, all guys appear to be idiots, and no one seems to get along. -_-'
I just want to know what people really think about me..... I appear to be hated by preps, and I think most of my friends talk about me (In very rude ways) when I'm not around. I do the same thing, but I try to be a little nicer...... Like, I don't call people cuss words like i get called! But I wish that when someone has a problem with me, that they would tell me themselves, and not get their groupies to do it for them.
Oh! My reading teacher is insane!!!! We're reading the Diary of Anne Frank (the play) and she just starts going on and on about how horrible it is..... but THEN she goes into this whole speech about "How even on top of everything, its actually a tragic love story between Anne and Peter. How they fall in love and make plans for the future, and how Peter gives Anne her first kiss. blah, Blah, Blah." If i had had a gun with me, I would've taken it out and shot her right then and there. Like, no joke. Its the HOLOCAUST lady!!!!!!! Give me a gosh darn freaking break!!!! Ugh! She makes no sense sometimes.
Oh! And I THINK I might've fractured my wrist. I was up in Tennessee, and there's still a lot of ice and snow on the ground, right? Yeah, so I go to walk Mickey, one of the dogs I play with, right? But me, being the Oh-So graceful ballerina I am, went and slipped on an ice puddle!!!! I tried to catch myself. Almost 3 days later, I'm still in EXTREME pain. Like, it hurts to write and play more horn. (It also hurts to type things like I'm doing now.)
Anyways, If you're subbed to me, and I'm subbed to you back, I'd love you to check out my other world!!! Its a novel I'm writing. ^^ i'm working on the 2nd chapter instead of doing my HW, so I should have that up by tonight. (If not, tomorrow morning.)
~*~ Balletninja
