There must be another part to this dream that I can't let go of
But somehow it keeps getting interrupted.....
"Even with this vague helping hand,
In a split second the cocoon's threads are torn apart and turn to ash"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Poems that lurk in the darkness of my mind will find their peace on this digital paper.....
~Aizome~
I taste the depth of your eyes
While your breath lingers on my skin.....
Listening to you,
Thoughts run through my veins.....
I touch the sound of your shadow
and I feel like never before.....
A dream floats under the shape of light
in the midnight of your warm embrace.....
How I wish you were real,
ideal love.....
[My senses are now mixing
and logic is a childish nonsense.....
All my world has changed, my Eros Kosmogonos*]
*a state of higher consciousness
I never thought
The days will pass
and you would forget me.....
I always hoped you'll come for me and take me in your dream.....
But now, I'm gone
in the wind's journey......
and left my illusions behind.....
I raise my hand into the sky and crush
the crimson star......
[It's all silent]
Too loud the silence and the tension
That ties me to the ground.....
Oh, how I wish it would all end
and leave
once and for all.....
A last squeal for help is killed
by a kiss as bitter as acid....
A touch was enough to put me down
And plunder me as you are grinning.....
So sadistic my love, amoral, a demon
Which entertained the Master
and now let the puppet burn
without cutting the strings.....
just the throat.....
My torture is your music of victory
and the audiion for the perfect victim is over.....
Sadly, this candidate is mute to all tortures
excepting abandon.....
Four grey walls which stare at me
And their whisper gives me the death chills.....
LET ME OUT! I'M BEGGING YOU!
A crash proves I cannot fight you
and my body is all weak.....
~You have won my remains,
but my soul will haunt you,
one day.....~
One day.....
the crimson star will fade
and you will remember me.....
as I am now
but you will not feel pity.....
just sadness.....
you lost your favourite player in your unnamed game.....
Goodbye, malicious angel.....
My voice is not strong enough for stating this......
I wish you well....
and see you in hell.....
where we belong.....
*The show will continue there*
You have vanished in the mists
Just like that.....
So pale your skin
So fade a smile
~A hidden fear~
Chains rattle around my arms
and a cold breath pressures the eyes.....
You are here, captured.....
Why do you reach out for me
~when my hands are as tied as yours?~
You kiss me hungrily
as my fear towards you increases
and me melt in the same being.....
Frozen is the wall you backed me up against
~and the final act is almost over.....~
This was what I hoped to find
Craved so much to have for my own.....
But the energy of the crimson star
~weakens me.....I'm close to death.....~
The vision of Heaven was distorted
by desire and excessive lust.....
Now I lost you just because.....
Rai never existed....nor 'us'.....
Our worlds collided so violently
That the magic disappeared
~eventually~
*Rai(in romanian means Heaven)
I wish you were my angel
to caress my hair
as you sing
the symphony of light and shadows.....
You are my dream.....
my midnight fantasy
Whispering in the darkness
'For ever lost in your eyes
For ever parished in love
For ever yours, beloved.....'
So tempting these words,
So sweet this trap
Too hard to resist
Your passionate call.....
Who are you?
Divinity sanctified by sin
Angel of Mephystus,
Lucifer of innocence.....
First sinner cured with love?
How come....of all living beings
You chose me?
Take my hand, now that you're here.....
let us walk in between the lights and their shades.....
Ash-white iris.....
Crave in despair.....
A soul so weakened by mute pain.....
were.....
Crushed in your hands~
~and kissed to revive for a second.....
Save me, love.....
as no other element can bring me back
To the origin.....
.....mine.....
.....and yours.....
.....ours.....
.....us.....
[attempting to return to Eden~ we've lost something important: ourselves]
