There must be another part to this dream that I can't let go of
But somehow it keeps getting interrupted.....
"Even with this vague helping hand,
In a split second the cocoon's threads are torn apart and turn to ash"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Poems that lurk in the darkness of my mind will find their peace on this digital paper.....
~Aizome~
As long as you hold me in your arms
say
you'll think of me when i'll be gone
say
you'll keep me in your soul
say
my eyes didn't swell in vain from crying of guilt.....
[Say]
you protect me or try to
say
you're my angel, my demon, my divinity of any nature
say
we are one and no distance can tare us.....
say
At least once....
[that you loved me]
don't think
just
[say]
as your voice is the thin line to keep me together
[say]
you'll never forget me.....
~once you forget me, i am gone~
Weightless in this backwards flight
closed my eyes
and the world died.....
Cost me my soul
For just a word.....
[an accident]
Mild breezes tied
This shattered body
to the mirror.....
[now reflect]
As impersonal
and cold
reflect.....
Your unnamed self pours into me
and blend with my movements
As if my shadow is you.....
A jerky rythm, devilish music
tension and despair
an impulse
[am afraid to open my eyes
under the pressure of your hate]
Cannot fade from this play
Demonic and broken
[repetitive]
A crippled angel guards the dying sounds
of whatever fell in the uncreated,
[the dark]
Do you still live?
Are you still here?
Can you hear me?
Am I a sin?
or you a virtue?
Divinity?
-death-
across these steps
this impulse
this blade
shattered
without you i bare
the steep moonlight
and bite my tongue as a warning.....
[words are too little and empty
gestures are tied
and my conciousness left me]
The circle is complete.....
[the curse has embraced me]
{and i have lost}
-my all-
[in a tear]
A bit worn out,
i collect dreams from my shadow falling backwards
and count.....
Immerse in this state
i never notice
the night dying in the early hours
under the streetlights
......
Like immortality
peaceful and cold
too serene
and taring
i look around once more
and throw the white rose on the waters of this pond.....
this pond.....
this mirror.....
this withering reflection
[beautiful]
-and-
[distorted]
i found perfection in the imperfection
[our eyes met once more.....
Evening Star.....]
~i wish to follow you
yet i fall in the water
drawn by my world
no longer i can call out for you~
A wake-up so violent spreads a scream
it was nothing.....
i was nothing.....
who was i?
who am i?
you guess.....
So empty this gaze
White and faded
Contrasting the blackness
of this hair
pitch black
midnight black
fading black
to a conciousness so
[blank]
You've forced a grin upon my face
from one side
to another
rebaptised me with death
a cold embrace to choke and sting
[i am the Black Dahlia]
My time has passed
yet still remain
somewhere.....
[a myth of murder in an unnamed place
close to the dreams of millions
am lost
somewhere.....
nowhere
anywhere]
~Logic never got to tie these threads~
~they are loose~
~and untiable~
[In a black veil]
[with a trace of perfume]
~Black Dahlia~
[Black]
-Dahlia-
