~Crimson star in the horizon~

I step away from your shadow.....
and I feel like I'm going to die.....
Your deceiving voice is like a mallady
that got me ever since you touched me.....

I cannot fight you any more.....
Chains are your fake love and affection.....
they burn my skin,
your voice pierces my heart.....
~I cannot stand your existence.....

I am far too weak to fight alone.....
and I cry.....
and I crave for freedom more than life.....
and I try to crawl away from you.....
Your fake loving smile frightens me.....
Still, you drag me back to you
no matter how much I try to escape.....
~Your puzzles devour my sanity.....

I'm begging you to leave me alive.....
Let me go.....
Let me see at least the sky for the last time.....
before I fall off this window.....
not even this window doesn't know what's real.....
as it is fake too, like my life.....
~since I met you.....

I see a red hint of light at the horizon.....
Is it a star?
~or my blood that got too high
on this broken window's dirty glass?

End