I lie to myself you are here.....
I feed a dying faith in a specter of my past
and I smile with disgust.....
~you stab me in the back the millionth time.....

Do I love you, dear fiend?
Did you ever look at me?
for a second? at least to notice my heartbeats.....
~failure.....

My voice chokes in tears,
as I can't call out for you.....
you're too far away from me.....
~it's too late.....

Goodbye, my sweet torture.....
My soul sheltered you long enough.....
time to move on.....
~on separate ways, in separate worlds.....