I have nothing to tell you, love
as you kept torturing me on and on.....
You didn't say a thing.....
and let me die here
~in solitude~

Wings of ice brush my face
taking my breath
as they pierce my skin as needles.....
I won't scream.....
it's pointless.....
and childish.....
No feelings are present within me.....
they were lost
~in memories~

I cannot speak any more
when words are the same threads of void
we created with our fake love.....
I fell for an illusion
for the millionth time.....
I made myself a total fool.....
Collapsed
~in ridiculous~

I crawl, trying to get away from you
but you drag me back.....
I can't escape this cheap theatre show.....
it repeats every day of my life.....
I can't let go of what I am....
or, what I used to be.....
I am nothing.....
Now, let me shelter in the surreal dreams,
don't steal my last ray of light.....
the midninght sun.....
Still keeps me alive, but
~in pain~