Afraid.....?

Is it me, or I sometimes try to hard?
Is it me, or someone tries too hard to stay by me?
Why do I feel this strange fear
that takes my voice away?
How do I have to react
so I can be liked
without people trying to hard
and this to show?

it's.....
frightening to know
someone reaches out for you so hard
and you can't say a thing?
What is this fear?
An invisible threat sits in the obscure
calling my name.....
I must be out of my mind.....

No longer I have to be silent......
I scream: WHAT DO YOU WANT?!
And the mystery would be all.....over.....
Hopefully I was all wrong
and this imagined mess of mine turn into light.....

End