like a virus
Cripple the sound of my heart
beating next to yours
a mockery
a joke
a shabby game
i love
i hate
and posess.

covered my eyes with a veil of shadows
to hide the blush and tears
distort the fun in an abstract shape
cry out sharply
your empty gaze conquers the sky

hush~
nothing is as it used to be
jerky, intense, mute
music rings in my mind

you you you
[swirl around my thoughts and crush them in your grasp]
-egocentric demons laugh at the scene of murder-

~what am i looking for?~