Broken mirrors

Undefined feelings arise from the midst
of a burning void.....
laced wings burn slow and painful
you pray and you're not heard~

You told me, promised me
you'd remember who i am
but your empty gaze proves me right
it was my fault~

Seen myself in you once.....
twice....three times.....infinitely
behind you and under you
your shadow from ten angles
silent embracing~

Got confused due to your smile
and am afraid
it was a joke
my world
my life
my love for you
my all and nothing
my place in your heart

what was i?
write a letter, whisper, engrave
carve it on my skin
just let me know
so i won't die
unknowing what entity i loved.....

[i understand your wish of freedom and dreams, beliefs and goals
are you here, my love?
~echoes break the mirrors and my soul withers with the dimming light~]

End