turning around, without stop
i closed my eyes, lashes taring the light
i become so sleepy, weary, cold
losing ground as i turn in circles~
blank, i forget how to scream,
i force my way to remember your name
am suffocating in this grip
my legs snared, tightly held,
i crash.....
blank, i gaze somehwere
it's all pale.....
pondering, withering, decomposing
i work my mind to find any resemblance
you were a mirror distorting reality,
i was a fool to believe
i was blinded by passion
and fell in love with a shadow
a shadow that peels off once i close my eyes
it peels off because it blindfolds me
[and i remain hollow]
[paranoid]
[afraid]
-weeping-
