This post is just something I think I needed to write because I feel like I have a burden that is getting heavier and I'm too frail to carry it. Only a few mins ago I got a phone call informing me that my uncle is dying in the nursing home, not that I didnt know he had long to live, its just alot of things are going wrong and I'm tired of pretending I'm happy all the time. To put it simply I need prayer and I need it all the time, I'm tired of living in this dreamworld I made up where everything around me is all well and good, I just built it up when I was a kid because the real world was too hard to deal with. I don't mean to portray myself as always depressed, but its not hard for me to be so. Just please lend me your prayers and thats all I ask.

~Signed Kurimason