- Created By Kratos Cruxis
I have a C life o__O
[] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you
[] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 9
[] You have over 500 friends on facebook
[] You have pictures on facebook
[] Your parents let you have a facebook
[x] You get allowance/loan.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] You look forward to going to college
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You want to do something after school/college
T 0 T A L: 15
[] You own a car/truck.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
[x] You've never had a detention
T O T A L: 18
[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[] You don't have any enemies
T O T A L: 25
Total over all: 25
times it by 3 = 75
101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Irritation Maybe
I am.... mildly irritated to say the least of things. As many of you know, I spend a lot of time reading and writing. It is something that I plan to do in a future career of sorts, so as one could say, I am very attached to it. Anyways, on a different internet site, I experienced a strange phenomenon known as flaming. The basis of which includes internally picking at someone's writing, calling names, finding grammatical errors in something that is meant to be a timed writing to begin with, and having nothing good to say about the writing at all.
Now I must admit, I was ready to retaliate at this comment and use the usual 'Go away before I promptly shove a pole down your skinny little neck'. However, what I realized dumbfounded me even more. The several grammatical errors that I was being harassed over so violently were not actually errors at all but rather subject to area. You see, British text and American text have a quiet dispute over quotations. With British text, one uses ' ' with only one ' on each side and then if there is a quote or something within the two there are " " added. However, with American text, the truth is purely the opposite in which one quotes with " " and if there is a quote within this ' '. These two different styles of grammar are both accepted in writing. Neither is considered better than the other. They simply exist as two styles. This quietly irritated me to no particular end.
Once more, I took a step back and tried to relax and meditate the irritation at receiving such abuse. However, once I managed to regain myself and find peace with the idea that this person obviously has no other will than to simply harm someone's personality and creativity, I came back and found more comments left issuing the same sort of flaming context with absolutely no recourse or apologies. I decided to delete all the comments and simply ignore those that had said such things. However, a little less than an hour later, I was flooded with them once more. They were extremely harsh, much harsher than the previous ones and even picked at my personality and my ability to write in general. Such words included 'you suck' and 'you should never write again' and such and such.
To be perfectly blunt, I was in a state of shock.I decided to alert an admin to these series of spams and flames, and what unnerved me even more was the fact that I received a PM back from the admin stating that most of the comments were legitimate comments in her books. Now I must confess that I sent a very emotion driven PM back to the admin expressing my desire for her to do something at least on the context of fixing it to where said people would quietly leave my writing alone. However, the admin simply sent back a very crude version of a hate letter.
Now I must tell you, I am rarely judgmental of people and honestly try and find the better of things when I can, but at that point in time, I had a complete and utter melt down dragging to some lengthily extent in which I called a friend and ranted to her about how much I deeply despised said site that shall remain nameless for their sake. After said rant, I was able to calm down a fraction, drink some tea, and get back to at least somewhat of an acceptable appearance. What was done is done say someone great, no? Anyways, for my own health, I decided to delete my account on said site and removed all of my writing along with it. I must say I am still a fraction irritated but more deeply ashamed of what some humans are driven to now a days. It truly saddens me that people cannot find something more productive in life than to pick another person's joy apart.
Anyways, if I do not write for the next few days on any posts, please do not hate me for it. I am trying to bandage wounds in my pride as well as my heart, and I am finding it extremely difficult due to the nature of the flaming. I simply decided to write this up in order to explain myself to those that I RP with. Thank you for reading.
Sincerely yours,
Kratos Cruxis
//: Edit: I have been meditating for the last four or five hours and am slowly recovering mentally. I may resume meditation tomorrow morning.
//: Edit2: I woke up this morning feeling much better. I decided what's done is done. I won't stoop to someone's immaturity level by letting that drama work me anymore. I've found, though, that I have a weird case of writer's block now =/. I'm going to try and get over it quickly least I go crazy, lol.
//: Edit3: X3 OMG I'm so happy. I got inspired to write again XD I went swimming for like 4 hours o_O not sure if that is why or not... xD Anyways, somehow my mind just went 'ok done sulking and stuff time to get back to work' and suddenly I was hit with all this inspiration. I'm so thankful. Also, the neighbor's dog needs to shut up ._. I need sleep.
Meme 27
Stolen from Soji 27 Random Facts About Kratos Cruxis 1. I have a fear of tight spaces and refuse to ride elevators. I will find stairs. Even if they say there are no stairs, I will find them. 2. I get nervous in front of crow...Meganekko-Tsukkomi
Tsunderekko (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[X] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[X] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 2
Yanderekko (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[X] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[X] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[X] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[] Bipolar?
Total: 3
Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[X] You have glasses. (I wear contacts most of the time though)
[X] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[X] You are always very polite in your speech. (>< I try to be)
[X] You are fairly intelligent in some field. (does reading/writing count o.O?)
[X] You take discipline seriously.
[] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total: 5
Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[X] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[X] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[X] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[X] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[] You swear a lot.
[X] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 5
Boke (Dumb Guy)
[] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”.
[X] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 1
Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[] You are always, almost overly polite.
[X] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[] You’re an excellent cook.
[] You are hardly ever angry.
[] You have really long hair.
Total: 1
Tomboy Character
[X] You feel comfortable in boy’s clothing.
[X] You have short hair.
[X] You have a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[] You are really good at sport/s.
[] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you’re sort of in denial.
[X] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 4
Sexy Character
[] Your bust/package is...formidable. (lost the will to live just now.. thanks)
[] You like making sexual innuendos. (o__e;;;;)
[X] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs). (DX but the beach is nice.....)
[X] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 2
And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[X] You like sweets or chocolate.
[X] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[X] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...
[ ] You are considered gullible or naive.
[ ] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 3
So uh...
Meganekko-Tsukkomi (Angry glasses girl?? lol....)
Tag
Use the 1st letter OF YOUR LAST NAME to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names, things, nothing made up. Use different answers than the person in front of you.
1. What is your last name - Cruxis (;D hah... I win *points to username's last name*)
2. An Animal - Cheetah
3. A boy’s name - Cameron
4. A girl’s name - Carmen
5. An Occupation - Caddy
6. A Color - Cat Orange
7. Something you wear - Crown
8. A Beverage - Chug-it
9. A Food - Chill peppers
10. Something found in the bathroom - cabinet
11. A Place - Charleston, NY
12. A reason for being late - Cam made me late
13. Something you shout - Change that channel! (said a lot in my house*)
I tag anyone who wants to do this.
