So for a while now my husband and I have been looking at this house that we really, really, liked. I didn't mention it to you guys because I was afraid I'd jynx it...goofy reason I know, but we really wanted this house. It was huge! and for a good price. They only wanted $50,000 for it which is pretty cheap for a house....the problem is we took my husband's grandpa up to inspect the house (hes a mason he knows everything about house repairs) and he thinks it would be a bad idea getting it because of how much work needs to be put in it, and the money it would take to fix it up. On top of that we found out that the house has lead paint in it and the seller would have to fix that before we could move in...plus the fact its pealing means the loan we're trying to get might not go through so...it looks like the house we love so much is out...which is a huge let down....

Then last night my husband and I got into an argument about my clothes again. He thinks my jeans are trashy because they're a little tight. He wants me to only wear them around the house or use them as work jeans when we start moving into another house. if we ever find one Maybe I'm being childish I don't know but I don't think they're trashy or "whore jeans". I understand dressing modest is important, I really do, but I like jeans you know? They aren't even skinny jeans, just regular ones. He thinks they're to tight though and we got into it again...v.v I don't like fighting with him, I really don't. It's just my style in clothing has changed so much since I moved here it doesn't exactly look like my clothes anymore you know? I kinda feel like I'm looking at someone else's clothing rack when I look at it....like I said maybe I'm just being childish I don't know...I'm getting used to wearing skirts and dresses which isn't bad but its not really my first choice either you know? I've never really been a girly girl =/ I've always been more of a tomboy. Skinny jeans and a cute top that was my thing. And converse. Can't forget the converse. I also had weird colored hair when I moved here too. Not its a faded brown (my natural color only the dye has faded super bad) and I'm wearing long skirts and dresses that are at least down to my knees and baggy. I don't mind baggy but I'm more used to tight things. Not promiscuous style clothing but more like tasteful tight clothing. -sighs- I think I'm just going to get rid of my jeans and find some thick warm skirts for winter. That way we wont fight about my clothes anymore...

Then there was the whole nursing board thing that happened friday so I've kind of been focusing on soul silver over the weekend. It kinda calms me down and helps me de-stress a bit. So that's why I haven't been on like at all over the weekend...I'm sorry guys I will try and be on more now though I just needed to vent a little and let you guys know what was going on. Sorry about disappearing...