So as I said I went out of town today with my husband and his mother. She had a doctors appointment in PA. Afterwards we went to the Ross Park mall.
Lovely place I might add~
We went to Hot topic and I got two new dresses! A tardis dress and a Jack and Sally dress >w< two lovely presents for the holidays from my dear husband ^^
We went in a few other shops as well which was a lot of fun. The mall however wasn't the unnameable feeling...this feeling I mentioned has been brewing for a while. I know I've briefly talked about two friends who used to be very close to me. Kaoru and Kyoya....I...I just....I don't know anymore. They flat out lied to me, and became totally shallow after I moved here. They refuse to talk to me and then lie right to my face (over google hangouts or messages) saying they NEVER got any text messages from me.
Ok fine. I can except that. Kyoya has had phone problems for months because she has the wrong carrier in the area she lives. Kaoru lives in a dead zone. I can except that too. No problem. They both however stressed the text messages and totally left out the fact I sent message after message on Facebook.
I really tried to contact them. I really did. Back in NC they were my best friends. We never went anywhere without each other. They even had a hand in helping me escape my parents house to get here! What hurts is...I considered them family and they lied to me and treated me like crap. They sloppily sen me the "last message" I sent them from facebook....they deleted all the messages but forgot a time stamp...yeah. They BOTH did this.
I'm not sure what I did or didn't do but...I don't know. I don't even know what to call this feeling I have about this whole situation. I took them out of my phone and blocked them from my facebook. If they really wanna contact me they still have my email...I might take that away too though...Seeing as they're acting so shallow they might try and turn this all back around on me...-sighs- I don't know. I think I'm going to bed soon I'm tired and ready for today to be over.
I guess I'm not Hikaru anymore.
