Hello everyone, sorry I havent posted anything lately. Works had me pretty busy and tired so I haventbeen on much v.v and I apologize for that. Things are great at my job at first. I loved going in and seeing all the residents. But lately it feels like everyone including the don (director of nursing) is just shitting on me and Idk what to do.

First there was the transfer problems...I cant say Ill be going on any more of those if they ask me to. No one wanted to help or cared Bout helping my husband find me when all that was going on. Only one of the nurses there actually tried to help him...two hours after he got there.

If that wasnt bad enough, they actually put me on the floor over the weekend without telling me. I had a whole section to do by my self, charting and feedings to do. Which granted I did a good job and finished everything early but still. They didnt tell me Id actually be working working yet and then this week Ill be back in training on that floor....what the f*ck? Why would you do that? Then to top it off since friday one of the girls that trained me started giving me massive ammounts of attitude and I didnt do anything wrong or do anything to her to deserve that.

To be honest I almost felt like this weekend was a hazing prosess. It was awful...just plain awful. I feel like I should say something to them about it but how do I do that without sounding as annoyed as I am about it? I dont want to smart off and loose my job because god knows, we need the money. At the same time, I dont want people to walk all over me like a friggin door mat.

-sighs- so yeah thats pretty much how I feel right now. In what little spare time I had over the weekend I changed my world and avi. I hope you guys like it. Idk why but Ive been having a lot of dreams related to fma lately (when I actually sleep) so I thought Id make fma my theme for a while. Well my dear lovelies thats about it for me. Im going to enjoy my two days off and do some major house cleaning.