So I've been studying my butt off and draining my creative muse to the point it's almost nonexistent...but I made the honor list in my college because of how hard I worked last semester. It says I earned it for being such a good student but, like I don't feel like I deserve it? Idk I just kinda feel like I didn't work hard enough =/ it's a weird feeling. My story is also possibly getting published for sure. So that's another thing keeping did. Idk I'm feeling emotionally drained lately. Not like I'm upset or anything but more like I'm to spent to feel anything. I think maybe I'll take a nap. I don't even know what to call this mood lol