*sigh* I awoke with the impression that today would be ok, that today I won't feel sad. But then quietness and emptiness found my heart, and ate it. So I sit silently, waiting for today to turn into a tomorrow that never comes, as my heart slowly becomes taken over. Saddness fills me, but when asked, I'm ok. I am fine, I'm just tired, Don't worry, no nothing is wrong at all. And I put on a smiling mask, dance the happy dance, and only cry on the inside...And it's only 9:45 a.m.