Yesterday Miguel was going to pick up cookie dough that we ordered from me. He was going to get it in the morning and i got happy and excited but he was late and i didn't see him... I was sad and mad adn almost cried. Then he said that he would pick it up after school, but again he was late and i didn't see him. He suggested to go to my house and pick it up, and i said ok. But my dad said ok,then changed his mind and said that we would go to his house. Miguel said ok but that he was picking up his sis. My dad said nevermind, we'll stop and meet him somewhere and you can give it to him there. I got so cunfussed and upset that he kept changing his mind. My dad then said "you know what?, we'll just go home and he can pick it up there" I kinda cracked in the car in a Dollar General parking lot...At the worst possible moment my brother said "You don't eat enought, you need to eat more" I admit i'm not the weight other girls my age and hight are, but i eat when i'm hungry and i stop when i can't eat anymore. It's not my falut if i eat less then my brother, weight less than him, and am skinnier than him. I'm a girl and i'm not ment to be as tall or big or eat s much as him. I yelled all that to him and my da got upset and said "calm down, there's no need for you to act like that" I know i shouldn't have yelled, but i couldn't help it if i got feed up with everything. And besides, it's better for me to yell thatn repress it all (which i still had to do anyway) I got to see miguel after a while and i was happy (even if it was for only about 3 minutes) But that happiness was shattered when i couldn't talk to him that night (his phone died and it wouldn't charge right) :sigh: i haven't had a day that bad in a while..oh well maybe today will be better...