- Created By mollyskellington
The Beginning of Ripjaw. :D
Wow, it's been a while, hasn't it? Well, since my semi dream and now, a LOT of weird things have happened. Now, the real story:
At lunch one day, after my semi dream, Nina said I had a baby of Fat Friend's. Now, being the nice person I am, I laughed it off. Until the next day, during the Pledge of Allegiance.
Ashley Decker, the oh-so-wonderful Ashley Decker, asks me why my iPod is always sticking out of my pocket. So I say,
"It's my baby."
Then, all of a sudden, during the moment of silence, you hear:
"SO YOU ADMIT IT?!" Thanks a lot, Michael.
So Nina and I created a background for my lovely iPod. Its name is Ripjaw Respect Colona-Johnson, and it looks like me. :D Here's Nina's story.
It all started at an end-of-the-year football party at a nearby house. Who knew a courteous "hello" could turn into something wonderful. He asked me to our last school function of the year, the tenth grade formal.
I don't think anyone expected us to show up together. I was wearing a sunny yellow dress that had a fairy-ish appeal to it. I wore my Converse because there was no way I was wearing heels. My hair was flared up behind. It was pretty different, but I think it fits me well. Ricky was wearing a yellow shirt and black dress pants with a pink tie covered in small sports-team logos. My mom took pictures and off we were.
The formal went very well, I guess, except all our friends were surprised. Everyone thinks of Ricky as a huge jerk but once you start talking to him, you really see how great he is. At the end of the dance, he walked me home. The dance was at the elementary school, which was right up the street from my house, and when we reached the doorstep he kissed me on the cheek and asked me to be his girlfriend. I blushed, and no words came to my head. I just nodded.
Our realtionship was very successful. We didn't just have a physical relationship, but we had something on a mental/intellectual level, too. We never pressured each other to do something we didn't want to do. Those summer days were wonderful... I would walk up to the school around ten in the morning, and meet him there. We would spend the whole day doing all sorts of stuff, like bike riding in Jacobsburg Park, going to an Iron Pigs baseball game, and even going shopping together! Although, the last day of summer, we decided to take it a step further.
Nothing changed in our relationship after that. If anything, it became stronger. Until, of course, that horrid day when I missed my period. I didn't tell him. I didn't want him to worry. Secretly, I bought a pregnancy test, just in case. It never came.
That day, I told Ricky I wasn't feeling well, so I couldn't walk up to meet him. He wanted to come down to my house, but I told him I didn;t want to catch my cold either. The results showed positive. I cried all that day. I considered abortion but I decided against it. It was a piece of Ricky, my sweet, loving, Ricky. Again, I spent a lot of time crying after that decision. Then, I came up with what seems like a stupid plan, looking back at it: Break up with Ricky, so I don't ruin his successful life. Figuring out how to do it was much easier than actually doing it. What would he do when he sees me with a baby? What will he think? All those questions popped in my head and I could not answer them. Maybe I will just... give the baby up for adoption, I'm only sixteen, right? I can't raise a baby yet. I couldn't take it anymore, so I called up Nina, one of my best friends I could ever have.
Once I got Nina, who is currently dating Nick, up to speed, she was very surprised, but she loves babies, so she was very excited to help. Nina said I shouldn't break up with Ricky, her idea was that he would be surprised but would not be unsupportive. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I did that.
Friday was the day I decided I would break up with Ricky. I needed a last day for closure reasons, wishing he would remember that last great day. Getting ready for that was very somber. Instead of wearing my usual bright colours, I wore darker colours, like a brown sweater with darker jeans rather than my sometimes neon ones. When he saw me, he noticed it. You could see it in his eyes immediately.
[Editor's note: I cried when I read this.]
I started bawling, nd he hugged me tight and told me everything would be okay.
"No," I replied. I said that we had to break up because I didn't want to ruin his life. I felt so guilty, I told him he would understand eventually and that I still loved him, very much. I kissed him and squeezed him tight before walking away with wet eyes.
The rest of that day I spent with Nina, mostly crying into her shoulder, but also discussing how I would tell my parents or take pre-natal pills. I could think as far to when the baby was born. We decided to schedule an appointment to get me checked out without my parents knowing. We could tell them about the baby when I started to show. Thinking of that baby reminded me of Ricky's face and I burst into tears.
Some may say that the doctor's appointment went well, but I was nervous as hell. Nona came in with me, she was like a security blanket. The doctor started asking me questions like, "When did you figure this out?" I told her the beginning of the week. The next question was "Do your parents know?" I shook my head and begged her not to tell them yet,i would tell them in due time, when I was ready. The doctor gave me very good information and a prescription for pre-natal pills that would be disguised as a prescription for an infected wound. Dr. Pantech showed me everything I could possibly need to know about filling the prescription and how to treat some of the symptoms.
That's the end until Nina writes more. It may be different next time you check up, she's editting almost the whole story. I editted it where it needed it. I'm the editor, by the way. ^^
I love the end of the first big paragraph about the dance... ^///^ It made me blush. :D And I did cry when she (I) broke up with Ricky. ;_; Imma wimp. :P
FAILURE!
Well, I'll be back with the editted story/future chapters. :D
Guten Tag, Wie Geht's Dir? Mir Geht's Sehr Gut, Und Dir...?
Hello!
I have discovered the wonder of... challenges! I'm already doing two, Cure Angstemia and Emoitis from Mercury Dragon and Sandlover13's Nightmare Before Christmas Fan Words contest. I guess I'll try some more... anyone have any good ones?
GUESS WHO WAS AT THE SCIENCE FAIR?! ZANE! ^////^
I was blushing the entire time; he sat with me and Kayte while we were eating, but he was with his friend Chris. Turns out they joined the egg drop! :D
I ranked... absolutely nothing. None of the judges liked my poster! :O I know, right? Well, at least I got Ashely Decker is... Batman! up. Michael scanned and emailed it to me.
IRISH COOKIES PWN YOUR SOUL!
I have turned into a nerd. I'm going to play Kingdom Hearts II when my mum and dad leave for their date (it's my mommy's brithday!) and maybe Wii Fit. I got the age of 18, and I have balance! Normal weight, too... IN YOUR FACE! And I had pizza... oh man, those little sugar packets you put in your tea pack quite. A. Punch. I had four! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
And Zane and Chris won the Egg Drop thing. So when they went down to get their oprize, Kayte and I are like, "WHHHOOOOO!" and Kayte screams, "YEAH CHRIS!!!" And I'm like, "GO ZANE!" And they gave us high fives... AND HUGS! ^////^
So now I'm watching Happy Gilmore. You do not know how much alike we are. *BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP* STUPID LITTLE RED BALL! GET IN THE BLEEPING HOLE! MY GOD! *throws golf club down angrily and growls* RAWR!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH! I <3 SUGAR! SOOOOO LOONGGG! I may post twice today. Because my parents are going to leave until... nine thirty. They leave at five. Buh-bye, and see you laterzzz.
^///////^
FAH-REEK OWT!
*Pacing maniacally* Hello!!!! xD
Okay, PLEASE do not say I'm crazy.
I think I may be... fond... of Fat Friend.
I know, I know, I'm weird. I love those spoiler things, though. Although I still am rather found of Zane, I thought I might want to aim my sights a little lower, work my way up.
I think he and his girlfriend are back together, though. And I'm talking about both. But Fat Friend's girlfriend isn't in our grade, and only we can go to semi. So maybe by May... ah, well, wishful thinking. Ooh, maybe both of them will ask me...
Awh, snap, I'm blushing. ^///^
So anywho... SCIENCE CLASS WAS HILARIOUS! So, since I'm in the last period, we got to hang up the science fair posters in the gym. BUT the horrid Mr. Smerdon decided to yell at our science teacher, Miss France, and tell her to stop. Fat Friend and I were standing at the door during all this, laughing as hard as we possibly coud without getting heard, adn we went back, telling everyone to stop what they're doing and go back to the classroom.
First thing Fat Friend said before Miss France came in the room: "He is such a dick." It was so much fun... so we spent the rest of the period helping Miss France write an angry email!
So today was fun. Except for the fact that I cannot play Kingdom Hearts II on Standard mode. I went back to beginner... ^^' Anyone know how to get the Sweeney Todd ending on that game?! I WANT TO KNOW!!! >:D
Auf Wiedersehen!
I'm Scared for my Life.
*uncurls from fetal position* H-hey. *looks around for eavesdroppers* I had a scary dream last night. 0.O
Alright, so it all started yesterday in science class. Mikey, Eddie, Nicole, and I (I know.. the preppies. They're really freaking nice, though. :0) were talking about the semi, the big dance we have. So we're all like... Hm... who's going to ask who? I was put on the spot with who I wish would ask me until Eddie (who knows who I want to ask me... see URL and first post...) interjected with, "Will you go to the semi with me?" A fierce blush creeping up my cheeks, I started laughing and said no. He laughed too, and said, "Good. I was just joking. Can you imagine me asking a ton of girls who say yes and then they all show up and expect me to be there, but I don't show up?!" You had to admit, that's pretty funny.
So anyway... Mikey asks the big question, the one that got me thinking: "Who's Ricky (Fat Friend, to my friends and I) going to ask?" Since he's been flirting with me lately (unfortunately), I was actually blushing really, really hard. Nicole looked at me oddly for a few minutes after that, so I avoided her and Mikey when class was out. But oh man, oh man, I am not at the dream yet.
My dream, which occured at around four in the morning, was Fat Friend, wearing his kind of gay blue shirt... haahahahahahha... asking me to the semi. AND THAT'S NOT EVEN THE SCARY PART!
I SAID YES.
I KNOW! Scary, right? And it gets better.
Today at lunch, when I was recounting it, we somehow got into a discussion about Ashley Decker as Batman (long story) versus Fat Friend. (Comment on who you think would win!)
So, when we brought that up, Michael's like, "I wonder what would happen if they were both in singlets..." Even though I only had half a can of Amp, I was still a bit hyper. So as soon as he brings that up, Fat Friend, Zane, and Mikey are walking by when I have my head in my hands and I'm screaming, "I'M SCARRED FOR LIFE! NOT A SINGLET!" I got a few stares... namely, O.O (Ricky), O_o (Zane), and O.e (Mikey). I'm the only one who noticed that...
So now I'm going to have a nightmare of Ricky asking me to semi in a singlet. *wince* I'm going to take some Lunesta to avoid dreams... so long... ^^'
DUN DUN DUNNNNN: PART DEUCE!
Guten tag, and wilkommen to meh Otaku blog part DEUCE (Frenchie for two)! So, anyway, thia would be considered my second post. Which it is. MINDLESS RANTING TIME!
I'ma gonna play Kingdom Hearts II today! ^^ WHOO! SUPER NERD DANCE SUPER NERD DANCE SUPER NERD DANCE! I <3 Cloud Strife. That's simply it. But I don't seem to have Final Fantasy VII... am I right about that one? I only have Final Fantasy XII. Which I can't seem to beat because... THAT FREAKING TOMATO! And I have no idea where to go... ^^'
My sister is watching Caillou... am I the only one that thinks they are children of the hippie age? Caillou, Clementine, Xaiver... so maybe that last one isn't as abnormal as the other two... *whistles "Darling Clementine"*
I took this quiz. Not one of those stupid quizzes on "quizilla" or something like that, something legit. UCLA Medical School. They have these surveys, you see, whether or not you need therapy or anger management... so I took both.
I DO NOT NEED ANY THERAPY OR ANGER MANAGEMENT, YOU HEAR?! FREAKING HACKING UCLA.
I'm done with my angry ranting moment. If you're afraid of people who apparently need anger management or therapy, don't highlight. You may be scarred for life. JUST KIDDING! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Well, I think I'll go search some free internet therapy.
BIS MORGEN FELLOW NERD-A-TEERS!
(I <3 Sweeney Todd.)
