Ah yea. The lunch situation I guess I didn't elaborate on it really. Well I know I'll just sound like I'm making excuses but I hate my lunches since I have no one to sit with. If I choose to sit with a group of people it will be cool but both of us would probably feel super awkward. Why awkward 1. Because I have no idea what they are even talking about. 2. They probably feel like I'm intruding on their conversations and some random person is listening in on them.
And I also don't like it because everyone always plans who they are going to sit with they walk hand in hand into the lunch room and I don't really walk in with anyone, I have no one to share lunch with. I have one person I sit with but when shes not there I'm completely lost. Thats basically what happened yesterday. She was absent so I felt like the only person in the whole entire room.
And like I know a lot of people I'm just not close to any of them at all. I've tried to get close to some people asking them questions saying HEY we should hangout but I guess they don't think the same since they never really open up to me or tried to hangout with me at all.
I'm not sure if I don't like people. soemtimes I feel like the world is way too harsh for me. Like I'm unfit for it, I act like some naive kid when people talk about smoking weed, I know about it, it's not surprise but I would never do it and when I hear about people I know doing it I feel weird and literally small. Small as in like I know nothing.
I have never heard of Nabari before, though it sounds a little familar. Maybe I have seen the name somewhere but I can't quite place my finger on it. I like the animes like that though that aren't typical. They seem to provide a more worthwhile experience.
I don't quite understand the whole lunch situation though. Why don't you sit with people? Is it because you don't have many friends, or is it due to the fact that you just don't like people? Please explain so I can understand more!
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Otaku Eternal | Posted 12/02/09 | Reply
@Teapot Domescam:
Ah yea. The lunch situation I guess I didn't elaborate on it really. Well I know I'll just sound like I'm making excuses but I hate my lunches since I have no one to sit with. If I choose to sit with a group of people it will be cool but both of us would probably feel super awkward. Why awkward 1. Because I have no idea what they are even talking about. 2. They probably feel like I'm intruding on their conversations and some random person is listening in on them.
And I also don't like it because everyone always plans who they are going to sit with they walk hand in hand into the lunch room and I don't really walk in with anyone, I have no one to share lunch with. I have one person I sit with but when shes not there I'm completely lost. Thats basically what happened yesterday. She was absent so I felt like the only person in the whole entire room.
And like I know a lot of people I'm just not close to any of them at all. I've tried to get close to some people asking them questions saying HEY we should hangout but I guess they don't think the same since they never really open up to me or tried to hangout with me at all.
I'm not sure if I don't like people. soemtimes I feel like the world is way too harsh for me. Like I'm unfit for it, I act like some naive kid when people talk about smoking weed, I know about it, it's not surprise but I would never do it and when I hear about people I know doing it I feel weird and literally small. Small as in like I know nothing.
Teapot Domescam
Otaku Legend | Posted 12/02/09 | Reply
I have never heard of Nabari before, though it sounds a little familar. Maybe I have seen the name somewhere but I can't quite place my finger on it. I like the animes like that though that aren't typical. They seem to provide a more worthwhile experience.
I don't quite understand the whole lunch situation though. Why don't you sit with people? Is it because you don't have many friends, or is it due to the fact that you just don't like people? Please explain so I can understand more!
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