My tears are full of anger and sadness and they slowly slide down and burn my cheeks.

Cancellations, rejection and loneliness have done this to me yet again.

I was actually looking forward to this night but now it's completely ruined.
Theres no party anymore I'm surprised I was actually going to go, I was actually invited for once.
My friend is ditching me again to be with his girlfriend.
Everyone else has plans and I don't know them.
I thought things would get better since I'm going to a concert tomorrow.
but no those are getting fucked up too.
The girl I'm going with probably can't go since her grades.
I asked the other people I know who are going and asked if I could chill with them.
But probably not since they will be in a VIP section which means sorry theres no room for you.
It stinks.
I'm tired of having to revert back to these feelings.
They always come back and find me.

So I'll hold my chin up high and act like I'm having the time of my life.
I'll walk down the street with my costume on, proud of the work I made.