I like stories and blogs that require me to do extra work in understand it, as in deciphering. It makes you think even more, possibly deeper about a topic, or it can dissuade someone completely from reading it. Well I love them. The ones I do understand anyways.

It's so weird how a phrase can trigger such emotion
that it's almost like a handicap.
It almost makes you feel helpless and isolated, it brings truth to your eyes
that you are probably the only one that functions this way
your the only one with this point of view.
People seem shallow and ignorant.
Its hard to try and agree with them, or even try to see yourself becoming more than acquaintances because you hold different view points.
But it all comes down to effort.
If one doesn't put effort into supplying a plant with resources such as heat, light, and water, it will wilt and die.
Nothing will foster from it.
The same goes for friendship.
You can't build it without the sunlight and water.
I often find myself taking a step back and examining whats in front of me.
The way things work, how people act, how they act differently with others.
You see their true colors, you can tell when they use "their people voice" you can tell when they feel awkward, or lonely, or angry.
I thrust things when I'm angry. It doesn't appear to make that much of a deal."Oh she doesn't know her own strength!"
Its possibly the only time they see emotion from you except for that one time...
You ponder at times if you should talk to that certain someone...that back up plan who you know is there but you don't want to use it.
It's the final lifeline. You know if you use it, it means you've got nothing else and you don't want it to be that way.
You convince yourself and it somehow appears that things are going well but they take sharp turns, and if your not too careful you might hit the curb.
But what if the passenger is distracting you when you hit the curb? Is it your fault then?

Ponder that.
Or maybe it's just meant to be.