What in the world is happening?
Why do I feel have I felt so horrible these past days?
So last night I picked up my sister from the airport I joked around that my mom was pregnant and I guess it wasn't much of a joke because my sister thought I was serious. The bad thing about that was if she thought I was serious I must have been kept out of some news. My mom isn't pregnant but though she mightve been and told my sister that. my family and me we aren't close at all. We all live in this same house my mom works constantly gets home cooks for herself and sometimes for everyone but it's like rice and large portion meals that will last a while. Knowing I was kept at of this made me really sad, picture your friends talking about you behind your back. that's how I felt I felt horrible the whole night and a little bit at school because that's also were I feel that same feeling.

WORST then that. If you read my last post I was talking about my grandma being in the hospital. Well worst thing is I heard she went back to hospital and she has two broken bones in her back and my mom said she doesn't think she will recover. Hearing that news shock me because what I said about not spending time with her or learning what shes know, might not happen that was the one thing I didn't want to happen. My mom is also a pessimist so I don't know when to believe her or not. I hope nothing bad happens to her. And on another note with that her boyfriend was having the symptoms of a stroke and had to be rushed the the hospital at 4 in the morning today! So it's been very hectic with two people that are very close in my family being near death. I don't know what the heck is happening.

TO make things worst it looks gloomy outside it's thundering and my dog hates thunder and is going nuts. She completely opened the back door somehow and got inside. I still think a ghost opened it for her because that door is pretty heavy to push with no thumbs. I'm tired I have projects to do that I don't want to do, someone might die, and UGHH...
I hope you guys are all having a much more better experience then I am right now.