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Name: Caitlin (ケイトリン)
Nicknames: Cate, Deidara, Dei, Clay, Cat, Emo Panda, Dei-chan, Dei-san, Senpai, Deiara, Kyuubi, Dei-Dei, D, Dei-kun, Die, Die-Die, CK, That weird emo, The emo, That girl who draws good, Werewolf, Boss, One-chan, Kitsune, Cait Cait, and others but are too long to go into
Birthday: April 12, 1995
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Relationship Status: X3 Taken <3
Likes: Friends, Anime, Akatsuki, Naruto, Pokemon, video games, drawing, writing, reading comics, Digimon, Manga, Death Note, Inuyasha, Bleach, Making up jutsu (Yes, I'm a Narutard and I get that bored), collecting Naruto stuff, taking personality quizzes, Cosplaying as an Akatsuki member, creating comics, Deidara, TV, and the list continues...
Dislikes: Pervs (That means you sickos that take advantage of people... because most of my friends, including me, are pervs XD) Preps, and Stray cats (THEY WON'T LEAVE!)
Weapons: Bamboo Staff, Pencils, markers, yardstick, and anything I can find...
Clubs I belong to: A lot
Current Art Projects Working on: (view posts) Anything else I'm currently forgetting (and or) is in my mind and will work on it later
What I'm Doing at this Moment: Things
TheO Buddys: (not put in any specific order even though they kinda died) SandLover13, Sasukelover001, wolfdemonchild9, gaaragirl911, LunaLei, Hikari Mogami, SojiRem, imouto chan, cheriblosomchibi, Otomi Babii, Naomi Bear, Pikmin541, Kakashisgf, AngelsCryTo, gaaraskittygirl (actual friends in real life) ajLOVEStobi, Emo Dei Kyuubi, (actual friends in real life that aren't ever online) Jocex13, XxTatsuyaxRyuuxX
Enemies: None really... I've gotten over that.
Words I live by: Some come with depression... Some just blow up in our faces... Some come in the form of stress work or hysteria... Some come as a distraction just to lure us... Some come with laziess... And some come as frustration... Whichever form it may come, they're all EVIL and we, as artists, must NOT be over powered by the face of artist block... See that thing? Then scream, Run in circles, And kill it whichever way you choose. If you don't, YOU CATCH THE ARTIST BLOCK! D:
Cosplay: Deidara, Inuyasha, L, Near, Tamaki Suoh, Sebastian Michaelis, Alois Trancy, America, England, Prussia, Monobear, Eren Jaeger, Cry, 2p!Russia, Thor, Sweden, Markiplier, Hetalia Fandom

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~Deidara
-What starts as art becomes an explosion-
-Art is a BANG un!-

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ﾞ（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　|、ﾞ ~ヽ
　ししf_, )ノ Woof! Imma cat!

DRUGS ARE NOT FUNNY OR FUN Go Ask Alice

Now For Some AWESOME Quotes:

"Oh yeah... He looks so crazy. He's totally going to walk outside with that hair with a machete, and run around screaming 'IMMA CUT SOME BABIES!!!!!'" -Me

"Smell The Coffee Spiderman 2" -Cris

"I'm Julio! FEED ME BEANIE BABIES!!!!!" -Julio

"ケーキはうそです。 (The cake is a lie)" -Chris K.

"Okay class, today we are learning about... Batman. Now, what is Batman's real name?"
"Bruce Wayne!"
"Yes!"
"HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW WHO BRUCE WAYNE IS?!"
"I do know. I was just asking everyone."
"No, not you. *points to Taylor* She doesn't know who Batman is!"
"... *points to door* Get out." -Lincoln, Andrew, and Ian

"Okay... Now who is Batman's main enemy?"
"The Penguin!"
"The Joker."
"That's right, the Joker... Now, who is the Joker's girlfriend?"
"The Penguin! (has been saying this repeatedly)"
"Who said the Penguin?!" -Lincoln, Scott, and Ian

"Hey Ms. B."
"Lincoln, what are you doing?"
"... Teaching the class about Batman." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan (Ms. B)

"There's only one phrase you need to say to get girls to cover their chests."
"Is it boobs?"
"No. I said phrase, that's a word."
"Then what is it?"
"I like boobs :D" -Ian and Joce

"*looks over and sees Joce, then rolls down truck window while driving past* THERE'S WALDO!"
"Really?!" -Me and Waldo (AKA Joce)

"I've got a question, and anyone feel free to answer it, but: Why is it when women sleep with a lot of men they are considered whores while when men sleep with a lot of women, they're considered awesome?"
"Well I have an answer to that, but let me put it this way: A key, that's a master key, is awesome because it can open any lock, but a lock that just opens with any key you put in- is a shitty lock." -Ian and Zach

"This chick did used to have boobs. They were of... *looks at Britney's chest then mine* ... considerable size."
"... I love how you just said that after staring at their boobs." -Ian and Joce

"If you don't want to see it, don't look. It's just like if you see me walking around naked, if you don't want to look, don't look." -Ian

"Do you know what a half hunter is?"
"A what?"
"A half hunter."
"A half hunter... A hunter that hunts after bodies if the head hunter doesn't get his way?"
"Clever... But it's a pocket watch." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"Who decided one random day, 'Hey, I'm going to long divide!'?"
"I thought about that a long time ago... and finally decided it was a crazy person." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"I'm sad..."
"Why are you sad?"
"I died..."
"Then how are you still here?"
"... Um..."
"Are you a figment of my imagination?"
"... Let's go with that." -Chris K. and Me

"Kenny! Where should your butt be?"
"In your pants" -Mrs. Mulligan and Gary

"Lincoln! Where were you?"
"Kicking Storm Trooper's asses" - Andrew and Lincoln

"Wow the entire night was crazy. My brother and his girlfriend went into his room and closed the door behind them and I sat on the couch and played Pokemon." -Zach

"I doughnut feel like twerking on French homework." -Denny

"THEY WERE OUT OF APPLE JUICE SO I HAD TO GET SUNNY D. YOU KNOW WHAT THE D STANDS FOR? IT STANDS FOR "DON'T LOOK AT ME, I'M NOT APPLE JUICE"" -Me

"Always remember to reverse-gyrate your way out of bathrooms... for everyone's safety." -Markiplier

Nerds rule...

I steal from arcticwulf o_O O_o

Anime/Manga Nerd
[X] You watch anime.
[X] You read manga.
[X] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[X] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise. (>>' lotsa stuff...)
[X] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before. (... Shut up -_- I like L...)
[X] You have cosplayed. (So much...)
[X] You have done so in public. (Halloween ^^)
[X] You have been to an anime/manga convention. (I wanna though... wait, does a Yugioh card convention count? ... I'll count it.)
[X] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character. (Joined many...)
[X] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character. (Joined one a few days ago ^^)
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew. (That'd be odd if I did)
[X] You enjoy drawing anime. (>> *sarcastic* No! I hate it!)
[X]People know you as the 'anime' person. (Anime weirdo, geek, etc...)
[X]You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. (Yup... I know... I kinda swap back and forth though...)

Anime/manga nerd: 13/14

ART NERD
[X] You like art.
[X] You actually consider yourself an artist. (Occasionally...)
[X] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you. (If I use the brand a lot...)
[X] You have a favorite brand. (Crayola... and Roseart...)
[X] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before. (Yes... manga supplies)
[X] You give people your drawings as gifts. (A few times...)
[X] People actually ask for your drawings. (Too much...)
[X] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school. (Also known as "that one girl that draws good")
[X] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. (There is a difference...)
[] You have taken an art class outside of school. (Nope. Never)
[X] You have considered a career as an artist. (And as a writer)
[X] Your school papers are always covered in doodles. (On occasions >>)
[X] You have a favorite artist. (A lot of people. I like AkumaYoru's work though :D)
[X] Your drawings have been framed. (My Halloween picture)
[X] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go. (I go everywhere with it)

Art nerd: 14/15

MUSICAL NERD
[X] You play a musical instrument. (Recorder, Tenor sax, Drums, and Flute)
[X] You play more than one instrument. (Read above...)
[X] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument. (My drums and my flute occasionally)
[X] You've given your instrument a name. (>> I named my flute "The precious" today...)
[X] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument. (Pep band)
[X] You are/were known by what you play. (I'm known as a band geek... well, technically for us it's "band nerds")
[] You listen to classical music. (Only when in band class...)
[] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[] You have a favorite composer.
[] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class. (Most but not all)
[X] You write music. (Yeah... I did, still do a little)
[X] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc... (Music counts, right?)
[] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[X] You are never nervous playing for other people. (If I'm with the others...)

Musical nerd: 9/14

VIDEO GAME NERD
[X] You play video games. (No duh!)
[X] You own more than 4 different video game systems. (GBA, GBA SP, GameCube, Wii, PS2, N64 [I think...], PS [Occasionally])
[X] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[X] You play video games every day. (Addictive...)
[X] You have played a video game for over 10 hours. (>>)
[X] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3/iPod (I don't know how to get them on... Oh wait! TNBC!)
[X] You love to talk about video games.
[X] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[X] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends. (I wouldn't say that...)
[X] Your gaming system is in your room, not counting portable things like a DS. (My gamecube and wii too...)
[X] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from. (Nintendo's all right...)
[] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[X] You keep playing a game until you beat it. (Majority... in the past though, I quit mainly half-way through...)
[X] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game. (>> Mostly... Now I do)

Video game nerd: 13/15

I'm a nerd...

Monday - Either way...

***DANG IT! GET ON THE RIGHT WORLD!

I'm writing poems again... Not in the same book as my song lyrics were, but a new one is just as good. I've also almost finished the coloring of the Easter pic and have other things to work on... Dad also just told me something I did not know until a few minutes ago... My family basically used to be rednecks o_O ... not that anything's wrong with that, but... that was just out of the blue...

Algebra: Auctioneers- Today in algebra, some preps were in the corner of the room and working together on a worksheet... But they were shouting out numbers randomly and everyone could hear them... "20! No, 7! 18! x! No, 3! 3 and 7!" XD our algebra teacher said they sounded like auctioneers...

History: Undead vs Living: At first, Joce and I were talking about how Tobi was calling us her mothers (XD don't ask... Tobi started doing that and she calls 8 other people different versions of the word "mother" at school). Joce said she divorced the other mothers and that was the reason they were Tobi's mothers. But I said, I was the only one that divorced her XD. After that, the living vs dead/undead discussion. Joce said I was on her side because we were both already dead while Amber was on the living side... We won >:3
Undead: I
Living: 0

Reading: Werewolf Issues- We watched Anne Frank today, but Amber asked me something out of the blue:
Amber: Are you a werewolf?
Me: What? Not that I know
Amber: Did you get bitten by a wolf-like creature/half-wolf dog?
Me: Yes... when I was 10
Amber: Any weird symptoms after that?
Me: If you define weird as: my skin feeling itchy more than it did before, wanting to chew on a lot of things more than I used to, my teeth feeling like they're trying to escape my gums, and my temper getting really bad
Then she gave me this look: oO and backed away...

Oh, by the way, I decided to reply to Keith's mail after all, but this is what I sent to him:

Don't bother to reply after you get this.
Don't even bother trying to contact me, which, I KNOW you won't do because to you, I'm a STUPID, PATHETIC EMO that YOU'RE TAKING PITY ON. Go tell your FRIENDS you DUMPED THE DEAD WEIGHT and decided you did NEED to give an EMO PITY. AND GO AHEAD AND TELL THEM OF THIS POEM THAT I WROTE! IT'LL ONLY SHOW HOW MORE I COULD BE RIGHT ABOUT YOU.

Wounds Dug down deep
Promises you didn't keep
The memories that I knew of,
Only shattered illusions of lies
Lies that never stop
Overflowing
Painful
Anger
And sorrow
I'm a fool to fall for them
Fool me once, shame on me
Fool me more, I'm to blame
The more I fall for what you say,
Not only gives me pain,
But gives me shame

You pull everthing back
You give me your hand to take
Only for you to pull it away,
Causing me to fall into the abyss
Of the lies again
A shed tear
A clenched fist
A broken mirror
My blood falls to the floor,
Knife deep in my chest
No more hell
No more

Your lies
Your deception
Now it ends
After your last betrayal,
The more you wanted me to fade
Wanting me to disappear
For your gain
It all ends here
I will fade
And so will you
Our memories, merely dreams
Now faded
Not like you care
I stopped existing to you long ago
No turning back
No being dragged back in
Betrayal hurts
And you know the feeling now
Say nothing to me
And leave me alone...
This is now my final good bye

Gives You Hell lyrics

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell

You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell

Stuck in my head, had to do it ^^ I love this song...

Sunday - I'm happy

...Except for the fact Keith's back on theO T_T Damn it...
But the good news, I unsubscribed him a LONG time ago and he unsubrcibed me ^^ so TIES SEVERED! HELL YES! ... Except I still have GP status to one of his worlds T_T ... And he also mailed me today... or last night idk. But, he's a jerk and out of my life and I'm happy ^^ That preppy asshole is now gone and out of my fucking life! Now I feel like singing Gives You Hell. I love that song...

Also, I had to clean my desk this morning in my room T_T ... Didn't enjoy that. Especially since mom said no computer until I did. I refused and didn't for 2 hours... and then I caved... >> I'm so weak...

But... I'm such a procrastinator... on my drawings ._.' I need to finish coloring my Easter pic. I tried to when I was refusing to clean my desk... but somehow, I couldn't stand being there so long as I can stand being here fro hours on end...

Fake Friends

"No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it"

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Sorry for the spam, found it on three of my friend's blogs (LunaLei, cheriblosomchibi, and wolfdemonchild9) EDIT- and Hikari Mogami did it too... I missed the update apparently... >>' whoops...