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Name: Caitlin (ケイトリン)
Nicknames: Cate, Deidara, Dei, Clay, Cat, Emo Panda, Dei-chan, Dei-san, Senpai, Deiara, Kyuubi, Dei-Dei, D, Dei-kun, Die, Die-Die, CK, That weird emo, The emo, That girl who draws good, Werewolf, Boss, One-chan, Kitsune, Cait Cait, and others but are too long to go into
Birthday: April 12, 1995
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Relationship Status: X3 Taken <3
Likes: Friends, Anime, Akatsuki, Naruto, Pokemon, video games, drawing, writing, reading comics, Digimon, Manga, Death Note, Inuyasha, Bleach, Making up jutsu (Yes, I'm a Narutard and I get that bored), collecting Naruto stuff, taking personality quizzes, Cosplaying as an Akatsuki member, creating comics, Deidara, TV, and the list continues...
Dislikes: Pervs (That means you sickos that take advantage of people... because most of my friends, including me, are pervs XD) Preps, and Stray cats (THEY WON'T LEAVE!)
Weapons: Bamboo Staff, Pencils, markers, yardstick, and anything I can find...
Clubs I belong to: A lot
Current Art Projects Working on: (view posts) Anything else I'm currently forgetting (and or) is in my mind and will work on it later
What I'm Doing at this Moment: Things
TheO Buddys: (not put in any specific order even though they kinda died) SandLover13, Sasukelover001, wolfdemonchild9, gaaragirl911, LunaLei, Hikari Mogami, SojiRem, imouto chan, cheriblosomchibi, Otomi Babii, Naomi Bear, Pikmin541, Kakashisgf, AngelsCryTo, gaaraskittygirl (actual friends in real life) ajLOVEStobi, Emo Dei Kyuubi, (actual friends in real life that aren't ever online) Jocex13, XxTatsuyaxRyuuxX
Enemies: None really... I've gotten over that.
Words I live by: Some come with depression... Some just blow up in our faces... Some come in the form of stress work or hysteria... Some come as a distraction just to lure us... Some come with laziess... And some come as frustration... Whichever form it may come, they're all EVIL and we, as artists, must NOT be over powered by the face of artist block... See that thing? Then scream, Run in circles, And kill it whichever way you choose. If you don't, YOU CATCH THE ARTIST BLOCK! D:
Cosplay: Deidara, Inuyasha, L, Near, Tamaki Suoh, Sebastian Michaelis, Alois Trancy, America, England, Prussia, Monobear, Eren Jaeger, Cry, 2p!Russia, Thor, Sweden, Markiplier, Hetalia Fandom

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~Deidara
-What starts as art becomes an explosion-
-Art is a BANG un!-

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 ししf_, )ノ Woof! Imma cat!

DRUGS ARE NOT FUNNY OR FUN Go Ask Alice

Now For Some AWESOME Quotes:

"Oh yeah... He looks so crazy. He's totally going to walk outside with that hair with a machete, and run around screaming 'IMMA CUT SOME BABIES!!!!!'" -Me

"Smell The Coffee Spiderman 2" -Cris

"I'm Julio! FEED ME BEANIE BABIES!!!!!" -Julio

"ケーキはうそです。 (The cake is a lie)" -Chris K.

"Okay class, today we are learning about... Batman. Now, what is Batman's real name?"
"Bruce Wayne!"
"Yes!"
"HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW WHO BRUCE WAYNE IS?!"
"I do know. I was just asking everyone."
"No, not you. *points to Taylor* She doesn't know who Batman is!"
"... *points to door* Get out." -Lincoln, Andrew, and Ian

"Okay... Now who is Batman's main enemy?"
"The Penguin!"
"The Joker."
"That's right, the Joker... Now, who is the Joker's girlfriend?"
"The Penguin! (has been saying this repeatedly)"
"Who said the Penguin?!" -Lincoln, Scott, and Ian

"Hey Ms. B."
"Lincoln, what are you doing?"
"... Teaching the class about Batman." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan (Ms. B)

"There's only one phrase you need to say to get girls to cover their chests."
"Is it boobs?"
"No. I said phrase, that's a word."
"Then what is it?"
"I like boobs :D" -Ian and Joce

"*looks over and sees Joce, then rolls down truck window while driving past* THERE'S WALDO!"
"Really?!" -Me and Waldo (AKA Joce)

"I've got a question, and anyone feel free to answer it, but: Why is it when women sleep with a lot of men they are considered whores while when men sleep with a lot of women, they're considered awesome?"
"Well I have an answer to that, but let me put it this way: A key, that's a master key, is awesome because it can open any lock, but a lock that just opens with any key you put in- is a shitty lock." -Ian and Zach

"This chick did used to have boobs. They were of... *looks at Britney's chest then mine* ... considerable size."
"... I love how you just said that after staring at their boobs." -Ian and Joce

"If you don't want to see it, don't look. It's just like if you see me walking around naked, if you don't want to look, don't look." -Ian

"Do you know what a half hunter is?"
"A what?"
"A half hunter."
"A half hunter... A hunter that hunts after bodies if the head hunter doesn't get his way?"
"Clever... But it's a pocket watch." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"Who decided one random day, 'Hey, I'm going to long divide!'?"
"I thought about that a long time ago... and finally decided it was a crazy person." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"I'm sad..."
"Why are you sad?"
"I died..."
"Then how are you still here?"
"... Um..."
"Are you a figment of my imagination?"
"... Let's go with that." -Chris K. and Me

"Kenny! Where should your butt be?"
"In your pants" -Mrs. Mulligan and Gary

"Lincoln! Where were you?"
"Kicking Storm Trooper's asses" - Andrew and Lincoln

"Wow the entire night was crazy. My brother and his girlfriend went into his room and closed the door behind them and I sat on the couch and played Pokemon." -Zach

"I doughnut feel like twerking on French homework." -Denny

"THEY WERE OUT OF APPLE JUICE SO I HAD TO GET SUNNY D. YOU KNOW WHAT THE D STANDS FOR? IT STANDS FOR "DON'T LOOK AT ME, I'M NOT APPLE JUICE"" -Me

"Always remember to reverse-gyrate your way out of bathrooms... for everyone's safety." -Markiplier

I Just Want to Roll Over and Die

I'm crying at the moment... Oh god... I just can't take it anymore! My mom never listens to me... She acts like I'm not even doing anything... and she's yelling at me over a stupid book... She acts like I'm not going to read it, even though I tell her I'm going to read it later.

I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! HATE HER! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM THIS OVER AND OVER! I MEAN OH MY GOD! SHE'S YELLING AT ME OVER A STUPID GODDAMN BOOK THAT I WILL GET READ IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE! SHE ACTS LIKE JUST BECAUSE I'M NOT TALKING TO CRIS AND JUST CHECKING EVERYTHING THAT I'M NOT FUCKING DOING SHIT! I AM DOING THINGS BUT SHE JUST DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING CARE! BECAUSE SHE'S SO FUCKING GODDAMN SELFISH! I FUCKING HATE HER! SHE'S THE REASON I'M PSYCHOLOGICALLY UNSTABLE! IT'S THE TYPE OF PEOPLE LIKE HER THAT DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND! UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH! SHE'S ONE OF THE REASONS I EVER WANTED TO KILL MYSELF! I CAN NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER! I CAN NEVER PLEASE HER! BECAUSE SHE'S A GODDAMN FUCKING BITCH THAT DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT HERSELF!

Sorry I'm missing some updates too... I can no longer access my dashboard updates... can someone tell Adam for me?... I'm being forced offline now...

XD I don't know...

Just post a comment and I shall...

1. Respond with something random about you.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what animal you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Tell you my least favorite thing about you.
8. Challenge you to post this on your journal.

Phobia Meme (Again)

I wanted to do this again :3

A
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[X] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[X] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[X] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[X] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[X] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[X] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. (kinda...)
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[X] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers. (T^T math...)
[X] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening. (Not so much scared as I hate the noise)
[X] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness. (Disorder only ^^' my house is a mess...)
[X] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[X] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[X] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[X] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria. (Now I fear cutting my legs with a razor...)
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[X] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep. (Anything really high up)
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[X] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[X] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. (Sometimes I fear something will come out of the mirrors if I'm near them and have the light off)
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[X] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[X] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[X] Domatophobia - Fear of houses. (Some...)
[X] Dtychiphobia – fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[X] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[X] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun. (Well, I mostly just hate it...)
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood. (XD I drank my blood... and if I drank another of my friend's blood, I'm good)
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[X] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
[X] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[X] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[X] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[X] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
[X] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[X] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[X] Philophobia - Fear of love. (I fear mostly getting hurt because I feel like I'm the worst person alive...)
[X] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[X] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[X] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire. (I am a pyromaniac who fears fire... WTF)

S
[X] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[X] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[X] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[X] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[X] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[X] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[X] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals

Tuesday - Goodbye Vampires, Hello Zombies

That's right, I kinda believe Zombies are coming back 8D. I'm not the only one that thinks that either. And I think "FINALLY!" because I'm kinda sick and tired of all the Vampire fads and getting tired of Twilight and their Sparkle Fairy ways... Though, I now am interested in this movie preview that kinda looks funny :3 the movie's called: Vampires Suck. It's a parody of Twilight, Lady Gaga, and Alice in Wonderland from what I've seen so far >:3 I wanna see it just to see what they make fun of... It's coming out August 18th... I wonder if Cris'll want to see it... *shrugs* if he doesn't dad'll be watching it with me anyway cause he thinks it looks kinda funny too.

:3 The reason I say Zombies are coming back is that Resident Evil has been shown a lot recently where I am. And I've also had some Zombie dreams and so has Cris... he just had one that could be a Scifi (NOT SyFy) movie :3

And I've also relapsed into my Pokemon addiction... I'm addicted to many things, but I've quit pokemon for a while... and then entered a relapse into it again lol... Cris says I need pokemon rehab... or an intervention lol

Quizzes~ #1

I'm sorry I wasn't online last night... my parents lied to me and we ended up coming home around 11:30... so I couldn't get online T^T. I'm sorry I missed a ton of stuff...

I like skinny jeans.
Music is my life.
Sometimes I write poetry/song lyrics.
My hair covers part of my face.
I wear band shirts.
I know who Jeffree Star is.
I wear converse.

I wear vans.
I have made a YouTube video.
I wear lots of eyeliner.
Total so far: 6

I have/had my lip pierced.
I listen to Saves The Day, Chiodos, Thursday and/or Gym Class Heroes.
I'm in a band.
My screen name has x's in it.
I understand that My Chemical Romance is not emo.
I also understand that Green Day is not emo.

I have moshed.
I have been hit by a mosher.
I know what mosh means.
I sit in corners often.

Total so far: 10

I dislike MTV.
I take pictures of myself a lot.
...especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
I live for Warped Tour
I am lost without an mp3/cd player/ipod.
I know that emo is not just a stereotype.
I could not live without my hair straightener.
(Well I can't live without it now... because I hate my Curly-Q hair >.<)
I have thick rimmed glasses.
I'm bi/gay.
I have no issue with bi/gay people.

Total so far: 16

I hate the president.
I have/had/wanted a mohawk.
I wear black nail polish.
I hate my parent(s).
I hate where I live.
I try to go to as many concerts as possible.
Black is a great color.
Right now I am listening to music.
I know what hxc means.
I am straight edge.

Total so far: 25

Myspace = Love
Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
Some of my friends don't go to my school.

I wear studded/skeletal belts.
I have had a body part signed by a band.
I've cried while listening to Dashboard Confessional.
I have worn guys jeans.

I'm madly in love with Pete Wentz
I find muscles scary. (Technically they freak me out if they look all veiny cause they just look so gross to me >.<')
Final Total: 30

Add up your total then multiply by 3.

I'm 90% Percent Emo... I don't believe this quiz is accurate... you'd have to divide your total from the number of possible results... in which case I'm 61%