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Name: Caitlin (ケイトリン)
Nicknames: Cate, Deidara, Dei, Clay, Cat, Emo Panda, Dei-chan, Dei-san, Senpai, Deiara, Kyuubi, Dei-Dei, D, Dei-kun, Die, Die-Die, CK, That weird emo, The emo, That girl who draws good, Werewolf, Boss, One-chan, Kitsune, Cait Cait, and others but are too long to go into
Birthday: April 12, 1995
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Relationship Status: X3 Taken <3
Likes: Friends, Anime, Akatsuki, Naruto, Pokemon, video games, drawing, writing, reading comics, Digimon, Manga, Death Note, Inuyasha, Bleach, Making up jutsu (Yes, I'm a Narutard and I get that bored), collecting Naruto stuff, taking personality quizzes, Cosplaying as an Akatsuki member, creating comics, Deidara, TV, and the list continues...
Dislikes: Pervs (That means you sickos that take advantage of people... because most of my friends, including me, are pervs XD) Preps, and Stray cats (THEY WON'T LEAVE!)
Weapons: Bamboo Staff, Pencils, markers, yardstick, and anything I can find...
Clubs I belong to: A lot
Current Art Projects Working on: (view posts) Anything else I'm currently forgetting (and or) is in my mind and will work on it later
What I'm Doing at this Moment: Things
TheO Buddys: (not put in any specific order even though they kinda died) ~~SandLover13, Sasukelover001, wolfdemonchild9, gaaragirl911, LunaLei, Hikari Mogami, SojiRem, imouto chan,~~ cheriblosomchibi, Otomi Babii, Naomi Bear, ~~Pikmin541, Kakashisgf, AngelsCryTo, gaaraskittygirl (actual friends in real life) ajLOVEStobi, Emo Dei Kyuubi, (actual friends in real life that aren't ever online) Jocex13, XxTatsuyaxRyuuxX~~
Enemies: None really... I've gotten over that.
Words I live by: Some come with depression... Some just blow up in our faces... Some come in the form of stress work or hysteria... Some come as a distraction just to lure us... Some come with laziess... And some come as frustration... Whichever form it may come, they're all EVIL and we, as artists, must NOT be over powered by the face of artist block... See that thing? Then scream, Run in circles, And kill it whichever way you choose. If you don't, YOU CATCH THE ARTIST BLOCK! D:
Cosplay: ~~Deidara, Inuyasha,~~ L, Near, Tamaki Suoh, Sebastian Michaelis, Alois Trancy, America, England, Prussia, Monobear, Eren Jaeger, Cry, 2p!Russia, Thor, Sweden, Markiplier, Hetalia Fandom

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~Deidara
-What starts as art becomes an explosion-
-Art is a BANG un!-

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　ししf_, )ノ Woof! Imma cat!

DRUGS ARE NOT FUNNY OR FUN Go Ask Alice

Now For Some AWESOME Quotes:

"Oh yeah... He looks so crazy. He's totally going to walk outside with that hair with a machete, and run around screaming 'IMMA CUT SOME BABIES!!!!!'" -Me

"Smell The Coffee Spiderman 2" -Cris

"I'm Julio! FEED ME BEANIE BABIES!!!!!" -Julio

"ケーキはうそです。 (The cake is a lie)" -Chris K.

"Okay class, today we are learning about... Batman. Now, what is Batman's real name?"
"Bruce Wayne!"
"Yes!"
"HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW WHO BRUCE WAYNE IS?!"
"I do know. I was just asking everyone."
"No, not you. *points to Taylor* She doesn't know who Batman is!"
"... *points to door* Get out." -Lincoln, Andrew, and Ian

"Okay... Now who is Batman's main enemy?"
"The Penguin!"
"The Joker."
"That's right, the Joker... Now, who is the Joker's girlfriend?"
"The Penguin! (has been saying this repeatedly)"
"Who said the Penguin?!" -Lincoln, Scott, and Ian

"Hey Ms. B."
"Lincoln, what are you doing?"
"... Teaching the class about Batman." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan (Ms. B)

"There's only one phrase you need to say to get girls to cover their chests."
"Is it boobs?"
"No. I said phrase, that's a word."
"Then what is it?"
"I like boobs :D" -Ian and Joce

"*looks over and sees Joce, then rolls down truck window while driving past* THERE'S WALDO!"
"Really?!" -Me and Waldo (AKA Joce)

"I've got a question, and anyone feel free to answer it, but: Why is it when women sleep with a lot of men they are considered whores while when men sleep with a lot of women, they're considered awesome?"
"Well I have an answer to that, but let me put it this way: A key, that's a master key, is awesome because it can open any lock, but a lock that just opens with any key you put in- is a shitty lock." -Ian and Zach

"This chick did used to have boobs. They were of... *looks at Britney's chest then mine* ... considerable size."
"... I love how you just said that after staring at their boobs." -Ian and Joce

"If you don't want to see it, don't look. It's just like if you see me walking around naked, if you don't want to look, don't look." -Ian

"Do you know what a half hunter is?"
"A what?"
"A half hunter."
"A half hunter... A hunter that hunts after bodies if the head hunter doesn't get his way?"
"Clever... But it's a pocket watch." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"Who decided one random day, 'Hey, I'm going to long divide!'?"
"I thought about that a long time ago... and finally decided it was a crazy person." -Lincoln and Mrs. Mulligan

"I'm sad..."
"Why are you sad?"
"I died..."
"Then how are you still here?"
"... Um..."
"Are you a figment of my imagination?"
"... Let's go with that." -Chris K. and Me

"Kenny! Where should your butt be?"
"In your pants" -Mrs. Mulligan and Gary

"Lincoln! Where were you?"
"Kicking Storm Trooper's asses" - Andrew and Lincoln

"Wow the entire night was crazy. My brother and his girlfriend went into his room and closed the door behind them and I sat on the couch and played Pokemon." -Zach

"I doughnut feel like twerking on French homework." -Denny

"THEY WERE OUT OF APPLE JUICE SO I HAD TO GET SUNNY D. YOU KNOW WHAT THE D STANDS FOR? IT STANDS FOR "DON'T LOOK AT ME, I'M NOT APPLE JUICE"" -Me

"Always remember to reverse-gyrate your way out of bathrooms... for everyone's safety." -Markiplier

Created By DeidaraNarutoClan

Friday - Movie

I came back home around 3:50 and the movie I saw wasn't really scary... just loud. Basically the only part I found startling was when the dad was going up the stairs and the children basically came out of nowhere laughing... Made my aunt jump which made me jump.

Me and my aunt ate at pizza hut before we had gone and then we snuck in some candy to the movies. The movie may be R rated, but I got in without them asking if I was a kid or not because I'm tall and apparently they go by height and think you're such and such age.

I was surprised to see Amber there at the movies... but she was going to see G Force I bet. She can't really take scary movies much... she can't even take it really when I stare at her -_-'

Oh, and the movie is not what you expect... I'd tell you about it but you have to see the movie yourself... but if you don't and want the information about it, I'll tell you.

Anyway, my family is currently at the theatures watching G Force >> I didn't want to go watch 2 movies in a row... and didn't want anymore popcorn.

I'm really bored and no one's on I can talk to so I'm doing this quiz...

1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
I guess, nothing better to do... I gotta calm myself down one way

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Define "real"

3) Do you believe in God?
... No comment...

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My Grandma

5) Do you regret it?
Why would I regret it?

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Just about every day, including now

7) Have a best friend?
I try not to get that close because they end up backstabbing me later on to get popular (>> *coughgotothefieriestpitsofhellkeithcough*) but I really do have people that are best friends and I can trust them ^^

8) Are you a boy or girl?
DESPITE POPULAR BELIEF, FOR THE FINAL TIME: DEIDARANARUTOCLAN IS A GIRL NOT A BOY GET IT RIGHT PLEASE

9) What is your relationship status?
Alone

10)How do you want to die?
Probably painlessly... and from what I know, my brains are going to be splattered on the ground because someone I know is going to shoot me in the back of the head (had a vision about it a while ago... about the same time I met Keith >>')

11) What did you last eat?
Chicken, Texas toast, and fries :3

12) Play any sports?
Nope... not anymore cause I'm a lazy ass XD

13) Do you bite your nails?
Sometimes... but for the most part, I bite the skin beside my nails and eat it until I bleed... I know, it's a weird habit but skin oddly tastes good to me

14) Do you have a lot of friends?
In life: No; Internet: Yes

15) Do you have an attitude?
Depends on what I'm using it for

16) Ever been arrested?
No... But I could've. When I was 4 I stole two rabbit plushies... but then I told my mom and we took them back... apparently I got a lecture back then but I didn'y pay attention to it

17) What is your real name?
Maybe if you read my introduction you'd know

19) Are you gonna get drunk later?
>> Possibly... *shot* XD I'm kidding, no alchohol may provide nutrients to you but I'm not 21 and I don't plan to really kill brain cells

20) Do you hate anyone?
Yeah... My former best friend Keith... *starts humming the lyrics to Gives You Hell*... I've had the idea of making this storyboard for a while even though I never mentioned it... I don't have the time really so that's why I didn't mention it

21) Do you miss someone?
My Grandpa I used to miss my old best friend from Preschool Jayger... but sine he moved to New York, I have no clue if he's even around anymore. And I know he don't remember me -_-

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
I twirl it ^^

23) Do you tan a lot?
If you tan, you'll get premature WRINKLES and you could also develope CANCER

24) Have any pets?
My froggy that I've had for 8 years and my cat Tom ^^

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Cut-yourself depressed

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
I've done it a lot actually...

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
HELL NO! >:[ WHAT KIND OF PERSON DO YOU THINK I AM!?

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
What?

29) Are you scared of spiders?
*is currently feeding a spider in her kitchen and lets spiders crawl on her hands*

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Heh... for the most part I regret nothing

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Well... I just know I'm going to see Orphan tomorrow

33) Do you want to have kids?
I don't know

34) Ever kissed somebody that name starts with an M?
The only people I kiss are my grandma and mother -_- and they are goodbye and goodnight kisses

35) Do you type fast?
People say I do, but I never even use the "Homing Key Technique" and for the most part, I have memorized all of the keys on the keyboard

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
No, I have none, not even ear piercings

37) Want any more?
I might want ear piercings later on but for the most part, I don't want any

38) Can you spell well?
Spell well tell fell cell sell bell... want me to go on? I can

40) What are you craving right now?
The chicken left in the fridge... I might get it now...

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
Burn baby burn >XD *loves burning things during that time*

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes... I rode him fine but then my uncle tried to get me off and my uncle ended up pulling me into the bushes -_- not fun...

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
No...

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I don't think I have. I'm not that type of person and no one could really like me that way because I suck T^T

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Most of my friends ditch me for the popular crowd if you count that =3=

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
-_-

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I'm living with my parents and brother right now -_-

50) What should you be doing?
Watching American McGee's Alice videos cause I'm addicted to them now

51) What's irritating you right now?
Myself

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
..............................No comment..............................

53) Does somebody love you?
My parents, my relatives, my friends... and so on

54) What are your favourite colours?
Blue, Black, Red, Purple, Navy Blue, Gray

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes... once or twice... -///-

57) Do you have trust issues?
Yes... had them ever since I was betrayed by my "friends" in 1st grade

59) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?
O_0 ... okay, who came up with these questions?

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Depends...

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
?

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I can't remember... I think it was the Naruto sticker on my bed (XD yes, there is one it creeps me out sometimes but... yeah)

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Probably... *sighs* I'm so stupid for doing it half the time though because I just get hurt in the end

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive at the proper time but then forget when needed

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
I guess... I can't say I've had much better

67) What was your child hood nickname?
Katie... or Cate...

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
._. wtf do you take me for?

69) Do you think you're a good person?
No... I really don't despite what people say... I'm terrible...

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Half the time

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the TV

72) Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? Who?
Wish Grandpa and Sunny weren't dead...

73) What is bothering you?
Myself

74) Have you ever been out of state?
Yes... but not moved, just visited for vacation

75) Do you play the Wii?
HELL YES! Mom says I don't though >>

76) Are you listening to music right now?
No... the TV

77) Do you like Chinese food?
Not really, but I'm not too picky and I'll eat it

78) Do you know your fathers b-day?
December 28

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Used to be

80) Is cheating ever okay?
On someone: No; On a test: No... >> but I have on a test

81) Are you mean?
I can be so mean when I wanna be~
I'm capable of really anything~
I can cut you into pieces- Oh, sorry I was singing Please Don't Leave Me

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
No... they become dirty if I just walk on carpet

83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?
No... it's still personal -_-

84) Do you believe in true love?
Yes

85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
I've been the same person I was since 1st grade... except taller... and with these stupid things attached to my chest -_-

88) Do you like the outside?
When the sun ain't bleaching my hair blonde

89) Are you currently bored?
Yeah

70) Do you want to get married?
I haven't thought about it

91) Is it cute when a guy calls you baby?
No... -_- just... no

92) Are you hungry?
Kinda...

93) Do you have a bank account?
Yup ^^ over $2,000

95) Would you change your name?
I used to think about it, but not anymore

100) Do you like Subway?
Certain things, yeah ^^

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
No... My grandma likes her kisses and hugs ^^

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
*laughs hysterically* I don't really have one anymore

103) Do you like to talk to your friends?
Who doesn't?

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Duh... that person was a bitch -_-

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete
Don't know what that means

107) Who is the last guy you talked to?
My dad... if that counts

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
-_- SMOKING KILLS

109) Do you go to church?
No... I don't really plan to

110) What's going on between you and your best friend?
I don't know... a lot of things have been happening between all of them

111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Heheh ^^' CK actually...

112) When is the last time you went shopping?
Today T^T It was torture

113) Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
Depends

114) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?
Jeans/Pants... but I'm wearing shorts now

115) You're a Sharpie marker, what colour are you?
Black... cause I'm used a lot T^T

116) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?
-__- I wouldn't see how THAT would happen but I'd call my parents on my cell or call my grandma while hiding in the garage with the cats and kittens, Raccoon and her babies, and some opossums

117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Night... I normally do that anyway

118) Have you ever said you'd never love again?
No

119) Do you want to please everyone?
Yes... I try really hard to do that but I normally screw up... I even try to keep my friends happy

120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Gives You Hell. to Keith: You suck

121) Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it?
They probably did...

122) Are you alone??
Depends

123) Do you have any older siblings?
I am an older sibling

124) Did you speak to your father today?
Yes

125) When is your birthday?
April 12th

I feel better now ^^ but I kinda have to go get off now. See you after 1:45 tomorrow

Thursday - Sick

I'm getting emotionably stressed and feeling sick a lot now T_T I literally feel like I'm going to barf and it's basically out of guilt and it's KILLING ME! I know it's not any of your faults and I shouldn't be ranting about it but damn I've had this sick feeling for a while whenever something terrible happens.

Like when someone is upset, I'm using all my energy to calm them down and basically feeling sick off of that and get worse if they basically go down lower. Once they were better, I got slightly better... I feel f-ing guilty that I can't help my friends out when I'm not here. And I really feel sick because of the emotional distress of everyone and apparently it affects me a lot...

In fact, I almost threw up just now because I read something that made me not only mad at myself but at a lot of things. I'm an idiot a f-ing idiot and I'm a f-ing hypocrite for telling people not to call themselves idiots but damn it I really feel bad and want to hurt myself T_T I'll probably bite myself again on the vein and cause bruising I don't know... I just need to calm myself down more than what I'm doing because for me I have a lot of issues that have been bottled up in my childhood so I'll have to solve my emotional distress *sighs* Okay, I'm done... And still feel sick... F***

Anyway, while I was gone I had to go shopping with my mom for clothes for school and my brother had to tag along because he won't leave me alone and loves torturing me for some reason (he lays his toys around all over the floor and I stepped on one last night and that caused a burst blood vessel in my foot T_T f*** again). And we had to go to toysRus for my brother's school supplies... and he kept fighting my mom over that... so me and grandma basically left to look at the electronics and found nothing... and then we went back to find them and we found them... and my brother's now obsessed with the movie G Force that's coming out tomorrow... you'd figure I'd want to see it but no... Oh, speaking of movies, I'm going to one with my aunt tomorrow. It's the new horror movie that was almost banned from theatures Orphan.

Then we had to go shopping for clothes... and my brother was not taking it well because he was running around the place like he had ADD and crawiling under their tables too -_-' I was embaressed and since I'm mistaken as his mother a lot, I kept pointing out to people that he was my brother... not my son (and I get mistaken as an adult a lot... it will have its advantages... but also disadvantages like that mistake)... and I found some clothes I liked for school... but I also had to get another bra... I won't tell you how that went because I really don't believe it nor do I want to and some of the people subscribed to me are more than likely boys reading this and I ain't telling you pervs T_T

... I still feel sick... and I might change my avatar to something more depressing than just the blue rose with blood on it...

Poochy's

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Emmett's

Here you go dialga99, I'll put yours up next Poochy