and so, so depressed today... in fact I actually threw up when I got home because of the stress
I'm really disappointed at one of my friends because he gave up his virginity to a slut and a whore in the school that'll just go out with any guy she wants to. Adding to that, THEY WEREN'T EVEN GOING OUT! I know this is pretty much his choice and his fault, but I really can't help but worry about him since he's had past depression and always thought about suicide when his friends aren't with him. *sighs* I really hope nothing happens to the poor guy...
Cris was happy today, while I was depressed, because he finally got his dicouche (combination of a dick and a douche lol I came up with that and we laughed) older brother kicked out of the house. So he feels a lot better.
A lot of people could tell I was depressed today, so I got hugs ^^
Today we also took a guidence counselor test. Since I was depressed today over certain things, such as a secret I can't tell, and just the stress of everything else. Here are some questions that still stick out:
Have you ever cut or hurt yourself intentionally?
Agree
Have you ever thought about suicide?
Agree
Have you been/Are you sad most of the time?
Strongly agree
I cannot be physically hurt in school
Strongly disagree
I cannot be emotionally hurt in school
Strongly disagree
And there are a few others, but I might get yelled at if I put them because, just looking at the questions is making me depressed.
