I HATE MY MOM! She's one of the people I friggin hate in the world and she's the person that taught me to dislike and ignore people like her T_T.
I woke up at 9:15 and she told me to get dressed while she went to go return a book for Cooper. And while she was gone, I was getting dressed and playing a video game while Cooper wasn't doing anything. So once she got back, she was mad at me for not getting Cooper dressed, when he can get dressed himself.
After that, he gets dressed and she's complaining about us going on a walk, when she was talking on the phone. So since she's busy, I get something to eat since it's 10:00 about then. AND SHE GETS MAD AT ME! She starts complaining about how I'm not listening to her and just doing whatever I wanted WHEN I was doing EVERYTHING she asked for!
Then, when I told her I was just hungry, she gets mad and says "YOU KNOW WHAT?! YOU TWO IRRITATE THE SHIT OUTTA ME!"
How is THAT supposed to make me feel?! It makes me feel like I'm a fucking pimple on the face of her life and shouldn't even be fucking born! Cause I was doing everything she asked for and she was yelling at me T_T. I really wish that I could spend the night at Cris's or he at least could spend the night here because both of us are dealing with a ton of stupid shit at the moment and we need each other's company... Or at least I need his company if he's not sick and tired of me...
God I'm crying right now... Stop it eyes... I shouldn't be crying right now... Okay... I think I'm done.
What's WORSE is when Grandma came over, mom tried to make ME look like a spoiled brat that doesn't even like listening to her! OMG I WASN'T EVEN DOING SHIT TO HER AND SHE GETS MAD AT ME OVER NOTHING! I was hungry and ate something and she flips out at me over that? T_T that's fucking retarded. T^T I really want to cut myself right now... but I'm not going to because Cris said if I cut myself, he will cut himself the same number of times I do. (:3 which is actually really sweet when you think about it) Since I don't want my best friend to hurt himself T^T that'd make me sad...
Anyway, then we go on our walk (After mom keeps rushing us to get out of the house and then, like usual, she lags behind and keeps us waiting... (And yes, I have noticed I'm using italics a lot... sorry...)) and Cooper gets hurt while walking on his bike SO MOM GETS MAD AND LEAVES! She left me and Grandma to deal with Cooper since he refused to get back on his bike and decided to walk it.
And when we get back, she's first to get in the shower (not that I need a shower since I took one yesterday) but once she gets out, she's mad that Grandma got mad and left, when Grandma does have a reason to be mad with her and Cooper. So I had to stick up for Grandma and she yelled at me for doing so... And... UGH! I just hate her right now T_T
Sorry about my long dramatic rants... I know none of you really want to read this... so sorry you have been for the past couple days...
