I'm crying at the moment... Oh god... I just can't take it anymore! My mom never listens to me... She acts like I'm not even doing anything... and she's yelling at me over a stupid book... She acts like I'm not going to read it, even though I tell her I'm going to read it later.

I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! HATE HER! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM THIS OVER AND OVER! I MEAN OH MY GOD! SHE'S YELLING AT ME OVER A STUPID GODDAMN BOOK THAT I WILL GET READ IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE! SHE ACTS LIKE JUST BECAUSE I'M NOT TALKING TO CRIS AND JUST CHECKING EVERYTHING THAT I'M NOT FUCKING DOING SHIT! I AM DOING THINGS BUT SHE JUST DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING CARE! BECAUSE SHE'S SO FUCKING GODDAMN SELFISH! I FUCKING HATE HER! SHE'S THE REASON I'M PSYCHOLOGICALLY UNSTABLE! IT'S THE TYPE OF PEOPLE LIKE HER THAT DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND! UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH! SHE'S ONE OF THE REASONS I EVER WANTED TO KILL MYSELF! I CAN NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER! I CAN NEVER PLEASE HER! BECAUSE SHE'S A GODDAMN FUCKING BITCH THAT DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT HERSELF!

Sorry I'm missing some updates too... I can no longer access my dashboard updates... can someone tell Adam for me?... I'm being forced offline now...