List of Things About Yourself:

1. I was born April 12, 1995 at 6:00 in the morning
2. I'm a major chocoholic
3. The first friend I ever met without them introducing themselves first was Cris
4. I became a tomboy mainly after hanging around Cris and Avery and playing with them at school and playing with Cris at my house
5. I used to always cry when I got home
6. I used to write journal entries, but would always get bored with them and stop
7. I tried my best not to cry in front of Cris when I learned he was moving, but then when I got home, bawled like a baby because I lost my best friend
8. I was depressed as a child when I entered 1st grade it seemed
9. I used to love wearing dresses
10. I actually have tried to kill myself 5 times
11. I tend to procrastinate on a lot of things when I'm uninspired
12. I've been uninspired lately...
13. My inspiration seemed to leave me when this summer came :/
14. This summer was nothing I expected it to be
15. I'm trying to learn Legend of Zelda Ocarina songs on my flute
16. I used to write picture stories when I was a little kid and hide them under my matress. Now that I look back at those stories though, I'm pretty embarressed
17. I was a sheltered child and pretty much only watched Winnie the Pooh
18. I was picked on a ton for liking more innocent things like Babar the Elephant and Winnie the Pooh when I was a kid
19. Cris was the complete opposite of me as a kid :P he watched scary and action movies and TV shows while I watched innocent ones. And he was the shy and sensitive one while I was an outgoing tomboy >XP
20. We still have no idea what to categorize Avery as XD
21. I am still in GirlScouts and have been in GS ever since I was in 1st grade. All of us technically made a pact just a few days ago, that if any, or all of us, never have someone to marry or love us and we'd end up alone, we'd all still be there for each other
22. Cris has gotten beaten up by little kids three times now since we started going back to the park... and every time I see them go after him... I laugh because I think it's funny as hell
23. My right ankle has been weak ever since I twisted it playing hopscotch. Ever since then, I twisted it two more times. Once in gym, when we were doing hurtles, and the other time was recently when I went to Turkey Run with Cris and his family... I knew that I shouldn't climb over the fallen trees cause I felt I was going to twist my ankle... >>' but I climbed over them anyway
24. I never thought I'd ever get into a relationship with someone in my life
25. When I was younger, I feared rejection and romance. I didn't want to get involved with it, so I would always eat to try and get myself fat, so I would get rejected before I would get rejected
26. I used to always like to talk about my day to my mom when I was younger, but around 4th grade, I started to withdraw from a lot of things and not want to talk
27. Around 4th and 5th grade, I became overly agressive and would get into fights. I'd never get in trouble though because I was a girl and I just seemed insane, you can say
28. I've been schizophrenic since I was really young. I would always have certain imaginary friends that developed into my personality (Sosha being my rational side and Alex being my violent side). Most of them seemed to disappear because they didn't like being ignored. When I was a kid, I always asked where my big brother was (a man with brown army-cut hair that went off to war when he was 18) to only have mom respond "You don't have a big brother"
29. My schizophrenia has developed into paranoid schizophrenia, though, for everything I've suspected has been true
30. My mom doesn't even know about these problems... I had to look them up to find them out
31. When I was in 5th grade, I was sent to the school counselor because I had "problems"
32. I've realized that I have nothing to regret in my life, because every one of us have done something we regret, but we can't change it. But if we were able to change that, we wouldn't have learned what we did now
33. Cris and I had a trade, he would help me learn how to play the guitar in exchange for drawing lessons. Technically, he slacked off and only taught me one lesson, to learn everything myself, while I taught him five, when he only payed attention to four... Then both of us stopped due to slacking XD
34. I don't really care for some of the friends I have in real life. I can trust Cris, Julio, Josh, AND Chris K.. The others that I've had, I'm either questionable about them or just don't trust them at all
35. Both my knees are very weak and bruised from constantly bashing them and falling on them
36. I can't run as fast as I was able to when I was a kid due to both weight gain and my currently-weak ankle
37. When I was in 1st-3rd grade, I would always ask my mom to cut my hair short, but now I wouldn't let anyone do that or convince me to
38. I believe there is some superior force out there that created us, but I can't say I believe in god
39. I'm more buddhist than atheist
40. I was bitten by my aunt's dog on my nose and have loved dogs ever since then
41. Sunny, my dead golden retriever, is still in my house. She'll scratch the bathroom door, cause an odd aura in the bathroom, or cause an odd aura when anyone but I sit where she used to lay at the foot of my bed.
42. I was almost possessed at Cris's house after I saw a white, haze-like little girl in a dress run past his playroom window
43. When I was depressed, I would slit my wrists. But at school, I would slit my fingers so it would be less noticeable
44. My cutting got really bad to the point where I would joke around about cutting myself constantly and would always have scissors with me
45. Cris and Julio are the only two people who can tell what I'm thinking or what I'm feeling when I'm around them at school. Everyone else will either be clueless or think the wrong thing
46. When I was depressed, I never did drugs, but I would always wonder what it was like to do heroin and want to do it
47. I was always around my dad whenever he smoked and got used to liking the smell
48. My dad let me listen to a lot of rock music, that mom disapproved of. We often listened to The Doors, The Beatles, Pink Floyd, AC/DC, Alice Cooper, and a lot more
49. My mom sheltered me so much it has made me afraid of a lot of things
50. I'm scared to play pokemon games at night now due to Pokemon Creepy Pastas ._.'

Will do this when I get back...