Since I actually last updated ^^'

Things have been pretty busy over here. Christmas just ending... My dad's birthday being today... and his dad dying yesterday... Yep. Pawpaw died yesterday. But I felt nothing really for his death due to the fact I barely saw him and mostly when I went out to his house, it was against my own will. I especially love how dad yelled at me when my Poppy (my other grandpa) died and he was insensitive saying "Pawpaw's the only grandpa you got now". So you can say that during most of what my dad says, I tend to grow upset, whether it be sad or mad.

Cris was with me at the time we got the call. My mom and my brother were also emotionless to his passing. Cris hugged me tightly to try and comfort me, even though I was okay already (though it still was sweet of him <3).

Sorry if I sound pretty cruel and emotionless, but I just never really got close to my dad's parents. Mostly because they never really wanted to pay attention to me and wanted to give more attention to my cousin Whitney, my cousin Bubba, or their dog Gigi. So you can say it's more sad for my dad than myself... It's not even real sad for me at all. But people have different reactions... so it's normal