As the days went on things started to cheer up. I'm more hopeful and knowing that everything will be happy on that matter...

But now I've become sadder
My aunt has cancer... and now she has to have oxygen treatments every few hours...
And my grandma wants to start dating again... And I'm the only one that she's talked to about it... because of my Poppy who died 4 years ago...

Cris comforted me a lot... and I have a birthday to go to tomorrow
But it's hard to get out of my mind... and it's hard to not cry...