Well, tomorrow's my birthday (though most of my friends are older than me >> you guys suck... jk) so... I might not really be on here... Because I'm being dragged everywhere at once >< my mom's even been asking me constantly whether or not I want to have a birthday party with my friends. I see no reason to, so I said no... (adding to that, I still feel guilty about how they took me and my friends to an expensive laser-tag place for my 12th birthday...) And she keeps asking... Everyone is also asking me what I want for my birthday. And they are getting mad at me because I DON'T FRIGGIN KNOW! I'm trying to come up with something but can't! My mom even yelled at me! What the crap?! They don't even have to get me anything! Birthdays celebrate one more year closer to death from how I see it >> ...

Anyway, off that topic... my mind is on friggin crack! I swear it is because after Jess set up that challenge... I looked at it... and said to myself I wasn't joining. Why? Reasons:
1) couldn't think of anything at the time
2) was afraid I'd get writer's block if I DID come up with something
3) was afraid I wouldn't capture his personality right (In other words make him bipolar like I think I normally do )

... And that was the reasons... then I came up with something... but I thought it sounded like pure CRACK DX I HATED THE IDEA... and tossed it out the window. Then I had another idea... It'd work better... but It doesn't sound like a good idea because the holiday really has nothing to do with anything... THEN I FINALLY CAME UP WITH SOMETHING I THINK COULD WORK!... But... -_-' I'm not sure if it will or not...