well, lately i have been in a kind of,well i dont know what to call it, off my groove? anyway all my morals, all my standards that are normaly set in stone have withered away into sand, EGH! whatts goin on, im doubting myself, im reading things and watching shows i normaly dont watch, i dont kinow if this is because of my disdain for the 25th of december or what, BUT SHESH IM GOIN CRAZY!

ive been reading loveless, watching decendants of darkness, reading twilight( that last one is kinda normal for me though) and for pittys sake WTF!, im saying things out of charictor, im undesided on things that were no-brainers befor EGH! someone tell me what they think is the causea this, stress from school? december 25th? GRIMLANS!? EGH!

if i start watching or reading gravitation i want my freinds to give me a bloody lip!