Hello. This is not the girl that typed in that weird domain name. This is the deud that spends WAY to much time here (not that i mind) and is trying to teach her how to use this confusing and demented site.

~so yeah~

Exaustion

so i cant spell
so sorry if thats spelt wrong
but bottom line
im tired

and guess what else!
i cant go to sleep right now!
why you ask?
well, because the lovely woman in charge of this program seems to think we dont need sleep
so
last night i got 4 hours of sleep (MAYBE)
and now i have to sit through some self important ass hole talk about art for probably an hour or so.
yes, id much rather do that than sleep.
(SARCASMSARCASMSARCASM)

Comics (OHNO!)

so...basically...
im in this class called comics and the graphic novel
its not quite what i expected it to be
but its ok...
eh
but anywho
the final project for this class is to make a 4 page comic
and um
for hw we were supposed to do thumbnails
problem is
i dont have ANY ideas
and its officially tomorow
in about
a half hour

so im fucking skrewed.
yay
profanity.

i am

i am actually a little homesick
not of the actual home...(besides the a.c. and occasional bonding with matt)

but of all my friends...and of coarse mt lovely boyfriend (ill never get used to saying that either)
i miss em sooo much
bleh
everyone should come here
we'll all live together away from parents...and have a....potatoe farm...andandand

puppies
lots of puppies
and im exausted and rambling, but you get the point.

angst

angstangstangst
sigh
I'm just writing acause i gots nothin to do

and im tired
but
the only way i can get to sleep here is if i have my ipod on
and that can get slightly painful acause of the earbuds or w.e.

and im getting sick of the same old music againandagain
sigh
im whiney
>.

Naked People Scare Me...

So, i drew a naked lady for the first time today
i was just sittin infront of my easle and than WHAM
naked lady on a podium

and um..at first it was just like
morbidly awkward
but than..after a while, you just sorta get numb to the fact that someones naked.

still...i wish she didnt keep doing lunges....that was a tad odd...
and um
oh yeah
my teacher says everything weird
EXAMPLE
figure=feegure
and he like mumbles the end of all his sentances
so its like i have no clue what he says half the time

and i dont think he understands personal space...he was like, right on me when he was showing me how to sharpen my charcoal

and i really hope thats just how he is and its not just me that he enjoys like standing reallymuchtoocloseto

im pretty sure thats it.
oh and
I HATE VINE CHARCOAL
it kept breaking into tiny pieces!