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um
so my mom accepted our neighbors offer for our family to go over their housse for thanksgiving...um.
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bad...veryvery bad.
...i dont cant eat infront of people...its just...i cant.
ive gotten to a point were i can eat infront of certain people...when NESSASARY
but...nope
not happening.
and i told my mom i dont wanna go
and shes alll...overdramatic and
blablahblah ill cancel
and im like no, you guys go...ill just hang around here...no big deal... (im a vegetarian, big turkey dinner=not as appealing as youd think)
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and i go up to my room...and later on my mom and dad are talking and hes all like rawr she already said shed go, she cant change her mind- which is actually a very good argument except...ya know...
I NEVER SAID YES IN THE FIRST PLACE >:o

i cant actually tell my parents i dont like eating infront of ppl cuz its a very complicated thing...and people talking about me eating is just as uncomfertable as having to eat infront of someone...its a lose/lose situation

gah...i just dont wanna be blamed for another ruined holiday.... shboiBHGVCKUBSVUCSDBVYVSCIYBGSDUJK,
sigh <.<