the world is full of many different kinds of peoples and many different kinds of life. in all this mixed up lives chaos reigns as the major factor. this is my own interpretations of it, and hope you like it. If not, let me know why because i am a rather curious fellow and will try to think differently to see why :P

My change of heart?

a question here comes to me
of whether it is bad to see
the change of mind that comes to me
when i sit here thinking of she,
even though we talk a some,
i don't know so much of her
but why is it that when i think
of how she makes me feel inside
i get a heartfelt glow
but this is so different for me.
so the question i have is this
why do you make me feel so grand ?

one light reflects another

a light has started to shine within
but the light is so new to me
for every day before this light
i was just a smiple fool
but a fool now lives in light
which is so different to his norm
so what is it i should do now?
while i wonder this
i will keep in mind
the change of this very tide
was you :P

my phrase

a phrase that comes to mind
is when there was atime
that i once wished for so
but never could it show
to me my past was scattered
with the things this phrase meant
but none of them were for me
for no matter what i thought
i love you never came to me
from one who i wished from
but it was my wish you see.
but maybe it will be
i'll just have to wait and see :P

twisted cycle

My mind is a twisted cycle
that makes me feel some things
for each part of my cycle varies
from a happy day of glee
to a dark fearsom depression
the guess which comes next
is as new to me as you
but my trouble is this
i fight so hard to keep it stable
the true goal of this all
is to find my balance within
yet it's so hard to end

full

why is it such a thrill
to keep my heart so full
of emotions based alive
to keep those thriving
i keep the thoughts of thee
as we talk together today
it keeps the inspiration going
to make the happiness stay
for forever and a day
no matter the challenges
it would be worth it all
to keep my heart so full
with the smile i see
each day while looking
at you with my eyes ^^