the world is full of many different kinds of peoples and many different kinds of life. in all this mixed up lives chaos reigns as the major factor. this is my own interpretations of it, and hope you like it. If not, let me know why because i am a rather curious fellow and will try to think differently to see why :P

the light of her

the moon tonight is very bright
yet it is so very pretty
but nothing would be fair
to compare to the look over there
a frazzled hair look
a puzzled yet cute stare
oh if i could be the care
that shines forth from it
oh please hermes of the gods
relay the message from me
and ask if she likes the moon too
so we could start from there ^^

confused

If we look at it
we see a future
we have a life confused
but things are so chaotic
the things we feel are so
but if we were to calm them down
would it be good or make us frowm
the only thing we could do
it hope it stays well and true
so here is to me and you
:P

true question of she and i

my thoughts will not be lead astray,
this is something i have to say
for longer then ever i kept things in
but now i can't do it now
for my feelings are but a blossom in spring
it may grow some, or it may grow big
but whether you be a friend i adore
or be mine forever more
that is a question for later on
for now we travel the path along
side by side and smile by smile
it means much to me you see
from a past of tortured history
for now i smile and pray
just for our peace each day
so my friend hear me
and see the beauty around
and for us it will come abound ^^

alone with she

Looking up into the sky
a clouded world is standing by
with a moon that matches the falling snow
the night so beautifully done
with sparking flakes adrift
if only one was here
to see it with me now
will you see the beauty here
where all the world sings free?
if so then we are heavenly ^^

Log open

Uss Otaku

The thought has come back. the weakness that i fear, and know is deep within, an i have fought it off again. but the problem, is that i feel it, and i see it in the others that i know, but i must resist. it would consume me, and then all would be lost. all would be a neverending nightmare. My weakness returns no matter how i try to avoid it, and it will be back stronger, so i must keep it at bay, keept it from getting stronger. i cannot let it get up it's strength. it will not control me. i will keep it deep within. and it will be controlled. i promised i would. but that promise is hard most of the time. i will resist. i will be strong.

End log.

miserable brain. ><