the world is full of many different kinds of peoples and many different kinds of life. in all this mixed up lives chaos reigns as the major factor. this is my own interpretations of it, and hope you like it. If not, let me know why because i am a rather curious fellow and will try to think differently to see why :P

Can I?

please sir, I am serious.
I need to know if i could.
you have known me for a year now.
I have been with her for two.
each day that i am with her,
my hearts beats for two.
My eyes gaze upon heaven,
when i look at her sir.
you should know by now.
that i truly love that woman.
and sir, I know that i am not perfect.
you have told me countless times,
with all my many faults,
I will do whatever i can,
to make your daughter happy.
She is the most important person,
that i have known in my whole life.
I would gladly die for her,
if she can take just one more breath.
please, I can't be without her sir.
and I wish to become her mate,
And she wishes to be with me.
And as a man of my word.
I ask you father of my love.
Can I?

the TIme of Life

In every choice we make,
we go along a story,
and every decision is a different place,
small decisions make us go along,
but in all our lives,
there comes a day,
when our lives are set,
for that one decision
the choice that will make or break
the choice of our heart,
This is a completely different choice
because it controls so much.
for if you make the right choice,
things can be to well.
the days will be sunny,
the life will be heaven,
the smile you have every day is honest.
but if we choose wrong,
things can be ok,
but they can also go wrong.
the rain will fall,
the smiles are decietful,
the very world around you goes bleak,
because you know that you chose wrong,
you felt it as your heart chose,
but you lingered too long,
wishing that you had all the time,
but you don't.
this one choice can change your life.
and it is so small an action sometimes.
But all you have to do is smile,
and hold to your love.
for if you don't.
the heavens will weep with you.

A heart to head conversation

Head, i have something that needs to be said.
and i know that you can sense what i am trying,
but head, you always were my counterpart,
and i know that this keeps our balance,
But head, i have to say this.
I have been affected again.
even if you know it is trouble.
I know that i feel it deep.
and yet i can't say anything.
and you know why head.
she isn't ready, not now at least.
you told me to not allow it.
but i didn't listen.
and heart, you know me.
I fall to easily sometimes.
we knew it would happen,
we have known her for a long time,
and head, she haunts your dreams.
each night you wake up seeing eyes,
you know whose eyes they are,
you just deny it though.
you built up those walls,
just to try to protect us.
It isn't working.
you may try to protect,
but you feel the depth.
it is even in your cold intellect.
It wormed into your being.
Her smile calms your storms
Her eyes lighten the sky.
You feel this as i do.
But head, i don't deny it.
I embrace these things.
why can't you?
why can't you admit the feeling.
Why?

>>

you fool, did you really think it over?
you knew it would be much worse.
yet you still think you will win
FOOL, you will never win.
i have been with you all along,
i have seen your strength,
that much is true.
but you forget one thing.
I have seen your worst.
the weaknesses that you hide.
the ways that you think me also weak,
but you don't know me,
even after all this time.
you look at me as a friend,
yet you never thought to see,
all along i was your enemy,
always keeping track of your mind.
waiting for the perfect time for this.
for the time to destroy your soul,
as you did to mine long ago.
when we lived other lives,
and you destroyed her.
so sweet revenge.
i stand here watching,
each struggle, each fear rising.
poor little fool.
you never knew my pain,
how only revenge kept me sane.
and now you will die.
for killing my love,
when you broke in
and ended our lives as one

The love ><

many times i always wanted to tell you,
but i could never actually tell it.
you burned my heart so deep within.
and i could do nothing.
for i knew that if i did.
it would have lead to pain.
of either you or me, regardless.
becauae for all the love in me,
you are meant for another,
and you deserve them my love,
but each night i am with you,
you always wondery why i look,
so deep into your eyes.
i tell you now.
your my world,
my life,
my love ><
one that will never be.