the world is full of many different kinds of peoples and many different kinds of life. in all this mixed up lives chaos reigns as the major factor. this is my own interpretations of it, and hope you like it. If not, let me know why because i am a rather curious fellow and will try to think differently to see why :P

Why didn't you?

Why didn't you listen to it,
I just couldn't let it go,
But you knew how i felt,
For so long you knew.
Why didn't you ever listen?
Damn it, why didn't you?
It belonged always to you,
Each day and night it beat,
Just to compliment yours,
But you couldn't accept it,
You told me i was wrong.
But i wasn't,
You were to deny me.
You hide your heart from mine,
When i know that you are mine,
As I am yours, forever,
But you just could not be happy.
And you lost my heart,
now all i ask of you,
after all our pain,
all trouble you caused.
Why didn't you?

A Final Pray.

Ah death my friend, you have come for me
Did it please you to see me on your list?
or did you think me a fool for my deed?
Truly i felt that as i fell,
But you cannot live your life alone.
She was a part of me as i was her,
for years we were together as one.
yet that devil came to tear at us.
from where he came i don't know,
but he sought out her death,
and death, I cannot allow that.
the bullet that was meant for her,
pierced my heart for to protect.
As my blood spills, can i speak?
I feel her tears on my cheeeks,
But you will not let me counsel.
I am forced to watch her break.
Damn it death Let me help.
I love her so deeply,
But you tell me not to.
Why are you so cold.
Can't you feel her?
Or feel the pain she has?
Death, Please
Just let me stay.
I don't wan't to lose her.
My other half of my soul

Halfing

On the eve of my eighteenth birth,
I woke from the darkest of my dreams,
to the screaking of pain from my head,
confusion tore at my mind
But as It lessened. I felt something stir.
something that was always a part of me,
A piece that was resting til it's time
A gift of one of my parents
A spark of the creator
powers gained from one who fell.
Yet it never felt wrong,
this power just wished for freedom
to see the world as i see it.
The piece that is my angelic nature
which grants me great powers,
It controls the fires of creation,
the languages of all beings,
and wings of the darkest night.
This is my birthright.
yet it is also my curse.
For if i ever let my control slack.
I will be the destruction of the world.
I am a nephilim. a mistake of creation

Shining Spirits

sweet little stars up high.
how many times have we talked?
each night i look up to thee,
we chat about the day,
the night we are in,
the world that surrounds us,
and you always listen dear stars
You comfort a heart of pain,
you soften my raging mind.
I hear secrets from your heart,
and I am so glad to know.
Dear star you make me true.
And each night i listen.
the stars of the void

Release?

Can't stop it,
But it cannot come fee.
or we all will be doomed.
They never understood.
all of the world seeks heaven,
but all of their sins prevent it.
all of our chaos brings descent
which brings anger.
anger leads to violents,
and violents leads to wars.
yet this is nothing compaired to him.
all of the wars on earth,
are nothing compared to hell,
to the very creator of that state.
His breath breeds destruction.
His mind sets up tormoil.
and of all of his powers,
his eyes block our conscience,
Once looked upon we are lost.
and you seek to free him.
chaos incarnate