the world is full of many different kinds of peoples and many different kinds of life. in all this mixed up lives chaos reigns as the major factor. this is my own interpretations of it, and hope you like it. If not, let me know why because i am a rather curious fellow and will try to think differently to see why :P

the inner wonder

a question occurs to the one seeing this
that it you feel the pains deep inside
but cannot change the fates it decides
why is there reason to try to balance the choice
you can't do anything to alieve the stress
the pains you have inside the chest presses
it leaves you wondering why
that in this world with all the beauty around
that we who see this darkness inside
must learn to deal try to ease it some
even though it doesn't much each time.
this is the challenge i face now
while staring at the one potential reason
that might make this all worth my pain

bewitched

bewitched by the beauty fair,
my heart doth beat faster by far
twas this night i first laid sight
of the maiden that sparked this plight
for my mind and body both agree
she is far beyond the others see
this wonderous beauty seduced me
with a wink and a smile from her here
has set in motion things my heart doth fear
this has never happened to me
what is this feeling so deep?
do i love this woman so different
or is it something varied beyond my sight
won't it tell me please, this desire i see
I wish it to just come to me and be free
is it possible?

dash of the 100 meter

The pace is set
the stands are full
the world is watching
as this race comes to a head
all the combatants
pose ready to charge forward
the signal to start this war
is about to be set forth
Bang, it starts suddenly
all of us blast away
Step by step
with each second passing
the race ends so swift
the only question is
was their will stronger then the ohers
or were they weak?
only the end will let us know.

my mind exposed.

why is it that i can't stop,
what is it that makes me this way
i try to keep my emotions at bay
that way while i live and breath
my inner demons won't come out to play
but in this challenge i seems i lapse
for each day i let a bit come out
a glimpse of that which stays awake
always waiting for my guard to slip
each glimpse brings out a bit more
until i stand here torn
with nothing else to bare
my mind would be exposed
a dark twisted maze of ideas
a light hopeful world of possibilities
both fight for dominance within
it is what i try to keep at bay
but even if part of me wishes to stay hidden
the other part thrives on this chaos
i just wish i knew which side i truly wanted
chaos or balance, happiness,
or to tear it all down.
why can't i stop?

losing myself for another

i am losing myself you see
while drifting down from the world
i am starting to find a new way
that helps me to find that something
that all people seek out in life
but it struck me in suprise
for right before my eyes it came
the one thing that soothes my woe
that makes the all my hope alive
she was what made it so
a damsel of true beauty
of a wit sharp yet sweet
A character of mischief
an a smile that shines through
it struck me plain and true
it took a while, but then i knew
i lost a world of shadows
to find a world of life and light
just from meeting my maiden fair :P