What do you do in life.
when all you have tried ends badly,
When what you are trying to do is destroyed.
Not by anyone else but yourself?

Every time I am there,
Trying to defend my friends.
I fear for their safety,
Not from the enemy,
But from my very soul,

Deep inside of me a demon live,
A part of me that seeks control,
Each day I fight to keep it down,
But it keeps getting stronger.

My Other half is not so nice,
It seeks out blood and chaos,
it thrives on the destruction
It could come out soon.

My inner demon wishes life,
But my only hope is it's death,
For if it gets my soul comeplete.
All hell will be alive.

CA